When I am queen I will insist with perfect scars upon my wrists
that everything you once held dear is taken away from you

When I am queen sweet girlscout's face and not a one will fall from grace
If all their hearts I could replace, but until then I'll have to...

Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown

When I am queen on royal thrown made out of parts of broken bones
of all the devils I have known that suck the angels dry

When I am queen I'll have my way I'll make it drowning dollie day
and all the tears that we have cried will suck back in our eyes

Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown

Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown

Hush baby hush baby
Hush baby go to sleep
Hush baby hush baby
Hush baby I'll make it be

When I am queen I will not wait my body type will still be great
I will not leave it up to fate because I hate you too

When I am queen they all will see the patron saint of self-injury
the glitter sores will heal themselves I'll play the part of someone else

Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown

Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown


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    i think in this song Jess is sorta pulling off into a fantasy land, of basically revenge on those who've hurt her and pple she loves the hush baby lines always make me think of her trying to shelter and protect someone she loves from the pain others are causing, and also the pain shes gonna cause. kinda like when u tell a little kid not to look when ur doing something u dont want them to see. also the drown myself bit is because she knows she can never have the revenge, so the only way she can deal with it is destroy herself. i love this song i listen to it when i feel attacked by someone, helps me feel i can cope and stuff

    CrimsonPainon September 01, 2002   Link

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