The tears of a crowd of very old children
I string them on a white hair
I throw the wet chain into the air
and wish that I had a mother

No sun shines for me
there was no breast that cried milk
there is a tube that sticks in my throat
I have no navel on my stomach

Mother

I was not allowed to lick any nipples
and there was no fold to hide in
no one gave me a name
fathered in haste and without sperm

For the mother who never gave birth to me
I have sworn tonight
I will send her a sickness
and afterwards make her sink in the river

Mother

An eel lives in her lungs
on my forehead, a birthmark
remove it with the kiss of a knife
even if it causes me to die

Mother

An eel lives in her lungs
on my forehead, a birthmark
remove it with the kiss of a knife
even if it causes me to bleed to death

Mother
Oh give me strength


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    I agree with with the oxygenwastingloser, i also read in a magazine (i think it was Kerrang!) that this is about Till and his mother.

    Anybody have any idea what the video's about? its pretty wierd. it shows a bald Till locked in a sewer, and then another version of him (with hair) rows a boat around and gives the bald Till some water.

    GodHatesACowardon August 16, 2002   Link

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