打ち明けられない誰も
信じられない誰も彼も
ほら全て見えない
差し込んだ光が消えて今にも枯れる
打ち明けられない事は
私の弱さ私の過去
得るモノもあるけれど
きっと手に握る優しさが消えてゆくと

心が閉ざして今にも壊れてゆく
涙を殺して笑う日々よ
心が 示した信じる意味の無さを
私を殺した偽善人よ

得るモノもあるけれど
きっと手に握る優しさが
ありふれた答えは
生きる事白死に戻して生まれ変わる

心が閉ざして今にも崩れ落ちる
涙を殺して叫ぶ日々よ
心が残した信じる意味の強さを
私を殺した 私心


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蟲-Mushi- Lyrics as written by Kaoru Kyou

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  • +1
    General Comment
    @SentiMetal: Using a quote from Kyo, Please die. Thanks.
    beau99on December 14, 2006   Link
  • +1
    My Opinion
    i think its about him and him being famous maybe like, "I can't believe in anyone at all"means that he cant trust people who are just being around with him because his famous not because they like him(the singer) for who he is and "I can get what I want, yet if I do, the kindness I'm holding onto will slip away" means that he can get what he wants but if he does this then itll change him and be corrupted by being so famous(?):S maybe i dont know i think that theres so many meanings you can find within this song its hard to find the one that kyo was actully writing about but still a beautiful song (p.s. this was just my opinion on what i thought it meant it doesnt make it true, just an opinion)
    jrockagirlon April 18, 2009   Link
  • 0
    General Comment
    oh my god........... that's what he's saying?!?!?!?!?!! I always figured whatever kyo was saying I probably related to...but this hits RIDICULOUSLY close to home danm
    kijimaon September 02, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment
    i love that song kyo always sing very sad songs
    Black Dragonon June 30, 2003   Link
  • 0
    General Comment
    The best part is "My own heart killed me" that sooooo true..
    Deepshadowon February 17, 2005   Link
  • 0
    General Comment
    When I first heard this song, before finding a translation, I was completely taken aback by the emotion. And when I did find the translation, I was so.. amazed by how closely I could relate to it. And for those of you who've never seen a live performance clip of this, let me tell you, he gets to the point where he can hardly sing because he's crying so much. I think that's one of Diru's biggest appeals to me. The emotion so strongly portrayed through their music. And this is an excellent example.
    i_hate_airon March 27, 2005   Link
  • 0
    General Comment
    This song is, for lack of a better word, amazing. The first time I herd this was a performance of it on Day 4 of the Blitz 5 Days DVD box set that was released. The performance is the most amazing and emotional performance i have probably ever seen, period. Every time I sing along to this song I cannot help but cry because the emotion is soooo strong. Again I will back up what i hate air said above, the live is perfect. Kyo crying so much, how can you not cry? The emotion of this song is sooo strong. Also, how everyone who knows the lyrics can relate, I can as well, I personally this thats what Kyo was going for, something that is so sad and emotional that can make anyone cry, but we all can cry because we can relate so well. Just my personal take on this.
    Foojaon May 27, 2005   Link
  • 0
    General Comment
    Everything about this song is so beautiful. It makes me want to cry so hard. Definitely one of my favorite Dir en grey songs, and Kyo (and the band) at perhaps his most truthful.
    windless_oneon February 07, 2006   Link
  • 0
    General Comment
    I agree with everyone above. I saw the performance from the Blitz 5 Days, wow, it was amazing, the sheer amount of emotion portrayed... it was incredible.
    jrockisloveon February 25, 2006   Link
  • 0
    General Comment
    I closely relate to the last two stanzas, especially the line "Those hypocrites killed me". Those types people can fuck off as far as I'm concerned.
    beau99on March 19, 2006   Link

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