生み落とされる子供 罪の意識の無い大人 落とされ
名前も無い僕 何故ここにいるのかさえ 解らないけれど
たった数ヶ月の命とも知らず

僕は愛されたい 僕は生まれたい この母体の中見つめて
僕が意識を持った時から 二ヶ月目 何かが早いと感じた
まだ何も出来ない そのうちプラグが

不完全な僕は (僕は) 掻き落とされた痛みが体を突き抜ける
母の泣き叫ぶ声耳鳴りが止まない白衣の大人達僕を救い上げた (救い上げた 救い上げた)
冷血に満ち溢れた瞳に 血塗れの右手の無い僕が写る
そのまま黒いビニールに包まれた (包まれた)

だんだん意識が薄れる中僕は考える静かに
Cage の僕をこのまま愛せるならそれでいい 許せず

愛されない僕はこのまま死んだ方がいい
だから産声を上げず 静かに眠りましょう
一度だけ母の愛この手で感じてみたい
これが 愛なのかもしれない ありがとう
二度と開かない扉 固く閉められていた
でもね僕はきっと未来の君だから

本当にこれでいいんですね
ハイ
あなたは何人目ですか
一人目です
僕は数え切れない子供を殺しています
あなたは許せますか

もう一度聞きます
本当にこれでいいんですね
ハイ
用意はいいですか
ハイ
では始めましょう

(La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la)
(La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la)
(La, la, la)

体焼き尽くされ骨が無くなるまで焼き尽くす
さよなら
さよなら さよなら さよなら さよなら さよなら さよなら


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Mazohyst Of Decadence Lyrics as written by Kaoru Kyou

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    I think I read somewhere that this song is about the "casual" stance in Japan about abortion--is this true? The casual stance, I mean.

    Anyway, I'm pro-choice but this song still gives me the chills. It almost makes me question my stance--not that I'd jump on the anti-choice/pro-life/whatever you want to call it bandwagon just from hearing this song, but it makes me want to take the position of just "be more careful" instead of resorting to a medical procedure of a tricky, gray moral ground. That's kind of how I see the song. Clearly Kyo is expressing a very graphic description of his views and opinions, but I still interpret it as this outcry against a woman who would thoughtlessly commit to abortion--I don't think all women who have abortions are like this, mind you, just that I've heard of some scenarios where women just treat it like you get a tooth pulled or a tonsil removed. It has much more depth than that. Much, much more.

    And so does the song, so! Kudos to Diru for it.

    alrauneon March 08, 2008   Link

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