It’s a call to younger generations to “change your mind” from worrying (tossing and turning means worrying) about their own personal desires/dreams (because they won’t last) … and instead use their “short while” on earth to love and leave the world better … and thereby enter heaven. Someone mentioned a Buddhist theme, but the emphasis of the Buddha was not much on leaving the world a better place, but rather on exiting the world. This song is far more of a Jewish-Christian message given that both of those wisdom traditions have a strong emphasis on making the world better. One of the biggest symbols in Christianty is the white dove, which is the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is the love that flows back and forth between God and Christ - and also the flow of love between God/Jesus and humanity. Also in many places the Bible says “God is love.” So the lyrics of: will you carry “love with you. Will you ride the great white bird into heaven?” is probably a reference to the holy spirit. Google “holy spirit” and click on Images and almost 100% are of white doves. Likewise, both Judaism and Christianity emphasis that God expects us to make the world better, and convey that it affects whether we’ll get into heaven. It’s not the sole determinant, but it’s a factor. One example of many is in the passage about helping “the least of these,” Jesus says that those who don’t help people in the greatest need, they won’t access heaven. The Old Testament (Jewish sections before Jesus came) have similar themes. Likewise, in Buddhism a person can only reach heaven through their own efforts and without divine help, and we must spend countless lives doing tons of meditation to work off all of our karma and to develop enough virtues to eventually reach heaven. But Christianity conveys that we can get there sooner and easier with God’s help (love’s help), and we can’t do it on our own. So “riding” another being into heaven is the opposite of what the Buddha taught, and matches exactly with Christian teaching. The theme of not becoming attached to things is part of both Buddhism and Christianity. Cat’s parents were originally Greek Orthodox, but he was raised Catholic. They only attended church some of the time, so the family wasn’t very religious. But besides church, Cat said he also studied Christianity to some degree in school. So he would have been well aware of the meaning of a white dove. He did also do some reading about Buddhism, and that shows up in a few of his songs. But I don’t think this is really one of them. On the same album he has a song named “Jesus” in which he talks about both Jesus and Buddha. He wrote this album a few years before he became Muslim, and said it was before he even considered Islam or read any texts of Islam. So that didn’t influence Oh Very Young or any of his well-known songs. He stopped singing soon after his conversion.

This song is obviously recreating a memory for Van, before the fame, the adulations, and becoming who he wanted to be. its clearly painting a picture for the listener, what he's life was like, and in that regard its lovely and honest music. Now, when it comes to the meaning of this song, it is hauntingly beautiful. Saying that cleaning windows is anyones dream would be a flat out lie, and thats why we get the "whats my line" like hes in a play.. ah, yes, thats what he was supposed to say: "im happy cleaning windows". he has to remind himself that hes happy doing what he does. But, he's also saying that he takes his time, and he'll see you when his love grows. Well, he has a goal to become a musician, but he's in no rush, he'll meet his success in music, when his increasing love/dedication for it makes it inevitable. "Babe, dont let it slide, im a working man in my prime" - he reminds himself to have faith in his journey. Telling his love, (music in this case, wich he calls babe) that it shouldnt let this oppurtunity slide, hes a working man in his prime. Confidence, hes the right person for the job, music better recognize it. He also brings up musical influences, and books on zen. Stating again the interest in music, and trying to find peace in the journey. There is also enjoyment where hes at, the bakery, the saxophone, the memories, they are looked back at fondly. Making this song a tribute to the process, and most importantly, enjoying the process of acheiving any goal in life. Thats why the tune is so cheerful, because enjoying the process and patience, is the most important thing. Its almost like its saying to you, the listener, that you should enjoy the process of whatever your goal is right now! One of my favorite tunes ever! Now, the numbers, 36 and 126, they can be just numbers on the windows/street/flat(counting). They dont need to be anything else. Had a hard time finding any other reason behind them, but why say such random numbers in the first place? I found something that would make somewhat sense: Van was very spiritual in his lyrics throughout the 70's and 80's, and has many songs influenced by this(full force gale, dweller on the threshold, when god shines his light), so he could be refering to something biblical. Psalm 126 (at the very end, when the picture is painted) - it employs a methaphor for saying that God makes joy out of sorrow, laughter out of tears, etc. So it might be a reference to that God is within this process, or enjoying the process, is enjoying what god has made, a beautiful struggle. Psalm 36 (after the first chorus) - is basicly saying you should trust in gods enduring love and justice, or he takes care of those who do. Could be just a reference to having trust.

Frontwoman Emmy Mack had this to say about the track; "I wanted to write a song that felt like Nine Inch Nails meets ‘WAP’. An empowering metal anthem that would help me smash some of the stigma and shame around sex that I felt for a long time after surviving SA. Consensual sex is one of the most awesome things in the world! And we’re beyond grateful to the legends in Alpha Wolf for backing this vision, for helping us inject more sexual liberation into the world of heavy music, and above all, for conspiring with us to create a horny metal song about oral sex that people can fuck to."

Well, in my opinion this song is about being a young & maybe a little naive &/or introverted girl and finding yourself loving a man who is at first very charming, carefree & outgoing, and seems at first to be without limits, as in "There was a time you opened up every doorway you didn't mind if everything wasn't your way" then that man starts to gradually become more introverted & shows their more possessive/obsessive side to you as the relationship progresses, even while they keep up the appearance of being carefree & outgoing to everyone else, "Don't pull away that goes against what you told me I look in your eyes I realize what you've sold me is love in a vacuum" so you confront them about the way they're acting and of course they deny it, "I think you've changed but you insist that that's not true" quite possibly they are an addict of some sort, my guess would be cocaine, &/or showing very obsessive behavior towards you (early on in the video for this song we see the man hanging a picture up, it is a very large portrait of Aimee & it is prominently displayed in his/their apartment for the duration of the song), thus their "love in a vacuum", "You look so strange, so distant that you're hardly you Now I can see how you have been acting different You say it's me but I know that it isn't it's love in a vacuum" but still you are in love with them and don't want to leave them and you know that they are truly in love with you and they don't want you to leave them either, maybe they are convinced you can save them from themself, maybe they are so broken that the possibility of an overdose &/or suicide attempt is very real and you want to get through to them that their behavior not only dangerous but it is also just pissing you off and if they don't wise up they run the risk of loosing you, as in the lines "You will be lonely if you leave me alone", so you want to save them but can't get through to them due to the addiction &/or emotional problems they have, "Love in a vacuum and that's not enough love in a vacuum You will be lonely you'll be the only one who feels this way You will be lonely if you leave me alone You will be lonely you'll be the only one who feels this way it's just not enough" you want them to understand that the love they are giving you is not enough when it is filtered through the vacuum of their drug addiction &/or emotional impairment, "You will be lonely you'll be the only one who feels this way it's just not enough and just wait you will be lonely Love in a vacuum Love in a vacuum and that's not enough Love in a vacuum". 'Love In A Vacuum' for me is a hauntingly truthful acute argument on the loneliness of obsession and almost inevitable loss of love that follows people who are broken in some way or another; the obsessives, the coke heads, the drunks, addicts or the just-plain-old emotionally broken; a razor sharp, lyrically driven, deceptively poppy, yet ultimately-depressing-in-the-best-way song. Quintessential Aimee Mann.

The way this song speaks to me🥺🥺when I sing it I feel like I relate