Taylor,
You left yourself signed in on my computer last night, so I thought I'd leave you a message.
You take life in a totally different perspective than everyone else. Throughout the years I've know you, that has given me inspiration, as you taught me things about life that I didn't know before, and I probably wouldn't know them if you hadn't been there.
You're the strongest person I know, mentally anyway. You left the house this morning completely broken and weak. I had every intention of fixing you, but I knew that this time there was nothing I could do. I just wish you would stop beating yourself up over this. Trust me when I say that it's not worth it.
Reading your other journals, I realized that you keep a lot bottled up inside of you. Once in a while, it's good to just get it out. I'm right here. You know you can tell me anything.
Love,
Kota.
P.S. You left your knife on my bed...