So, I'm sitting here reading journals, and I realize that I'm like the ONLY person on here that hasn't filled out an about me. Well, here goes.. Name's Taylor, I rocked this shit on April 27th♥...I love to draw, sing,& hang out with my friends(: Its my life. I couldn't live with out my music! Its, my only addiction♥(: I have plenty of friends but my best friends are Kota, Trey, Adrian, Alek, and Ericka.(: They're my heart and soul(:♥ I can get a long with most anybody, I'll be your friend and help you the best I can, but stab me in the back and it's done. I hate drama, but I will finish a fight without thinking twice. I am a city girl to the bone, and could not be more proud! I don't like people that think they are better than God & everyone else, I am not to big on huge ego's. People say I think too much, but that it keeps me mentally strong. I don't really smile a lot, but I dream big♥ Yeah, I do crazy things, I'm an adrenaline junkie, what can I say? I keep to myself mostly, but that's only because I hate people all up in my business. If I want you know something--I'll tell you. Otherwise, keep your nose out of my shit(: I have insomnia, which sucks. Yeah, I been to juvie a few times. I've been wasted, high. Got a few tattoos. Unless you've been through what I have, don't judge. Got a problem with me? There's a red x up in the right hand corner. Click it, and get off my page. If not, message me people! Guess that's all. Later!

I think it's funny how I have so many people in my life, and only half of them like me. I only like a select few of them, and the person that really gets me the most, is somebody that I've never met a day in my life, never talked to, or even seen in person.

We're all in the same game, just different levels. We're facing the same Hell, just different devils.

"Penny for your thoughts." I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SAY THIS. It's like, why would you pay a penny to hear something that--even if I did decide to tell you, which I won't--you're not even gonna like anyway? Geez. Advice for the future: Before you ask a question, consider the possibility that you're not gonna like the answer.

People your whole life are going to tell you that you aren't worth it. People are going to hurt you over and over again, but you can't let that stop you from living your life. Ignore them, keep walking, and show them they're wrong. Because the people that really matter will be the ones telling you that you can do anything you want. They'll tell you to keep fighting, and to never give up. Stop fearing the unknown, and stop caring about opinions. Be grateful for what you have, and make the best of it. Because you never know when everything is just gonna come crashing down. Treasure every waking moment, but never stop dreaming. Dreams are what make reality seem so real. Forget rules. If we were meant to be kept safe, we wouldn't be here, now would we? Life is just God's test to see how strong we are, not to see how careful we are. Wise is just a word we use to describe those who give up when the first attempt fails. Am I wrong?

BREAKING NEWS: For the first time today, Delinquent wore a color other than black or white--red!! I'm so proud(: Well, I gotta finish my art project in a few.

Sometimes I feel like Marissa Cooper. Sitting on the beach drinking liquor straight out of the bottle in the middle of the night.

For the first time in a long time, I have nothing to say.

I realize I'm probably the last person you want to hear from right now. I hated the thought of you living with the words of my last letter playing through your head for the rest of your life. Even you don't deserve that. And honestly, I've been losing sleep, staying awake at night thinking about you and A.J., and every night I find myself wanting to fix us, more than I find myself mad at you. I just feel like I'm somehow betraying Jay by writing this. Mom has told me time and time again that he understands and doesn't blame me, but now I'm thinking that the only person who can truly help me is you, the person that messed it all up in the first place. I don't know. I'm lost and I don't know what to do next. My mind is like an enormous jungle surrounded by fog. Everything's intertwined and knotted into a big ball of confusion, but I can't see through the fog in order to untangle it all. I can't tell what's reality and what's not. Everything is a blur, and I CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT! My head is telling me to walk away, that it isn't worth it, and that I'll only get hurt, but my instincts tell me to do it anyway. Trusting you is like having faith in a stranger that's got me at gunpoint. I'm a mess--totally disoriented, and I NEED OUT!

I've been fighting my entire life. It's the only reason I'm still here. You are severely mistaken if you think that even for one second I'm going to just lay down and die. This is life, bitch. And that ain't how it works.