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  • i don't care if that's nature or not.

    by cellardoor08 on August 23, 2009
    What's the last mistake you made? himmm. Is the sun shining? yes. Can you successfully blow up and tie a balloon? yes. Do you like text messaging? done with that. fuck it. Are you having a good/bad hair day? baddd. What was your last purchase? newspaper.chocolate milk.milk.fruity dynobites. Are you wearing any make-up right now? nope. What are your plans for later? workkk. What is your favorite DDR song? don't play that. Is there any drama within your life? yes. What is a song they need to stop playing on the radio? second chance by shinedown. Are you content with life right now? kindaaaa. Does anyone like you? yes. What is your current obsession? fruity dynobites. Do you have a dog? nope. Ever been kissed under mistletoe? no. Would you ever smile at a stranger? yessss. Ever done a random act of kindness? yes. Do your toenails have nail polish on them? nope. When's the last time you wore eyeliner? yesterday. Last curse word you said was? fuckkkk. Are your lips chapped? not anymore. Are you currently jealous? nopeee. Do you own an ipod? yes. Did you have a dream last night? yes. Are you mad at anyone? yes. Who is the most random person you know? any of my coworkers really. What's going on this weekend? nothinggg. Anything bothering you? yes. What do you search for on YouTube? just music videos. Did you wish for anything last night on 11:11? nope. Do you drink coffee on a regular basis? nope. Do you wish you were someone else? noooo. What jewelry are you wearing? nose ring. tongue ring. belly button. Ate any exotic food lately? nope. How many contacts do you have on MSN? i have noo msn. Are you easily amused? kinda. Can you lick your elbow? noooo. Do you know this song, "we stay fly no lie you know this"? yeah. What piercings do you have? tongue. belly button. nose. ears. Do you have a crush right now? more than a crush. What are your plans over the summer? summers almost doneee. How's life going for you? okayyy. What is on your mind just this second? i want ice cream.
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  • picture, you're the queen of everything.

    by cellardoor08 on August 23, 2009
    1.Kissed anyone this summer? of course. 2. What are you listening to? never say never-the fray. 3. Maybe I should... get dressed. 4. I love...my mother:] and boyfrienddd of course. 5. I don't understand..too much. 6. I have lost my respect for...whores. people who i can't trust. liars....people who talk behind each other's backs. too many people i have lost respect for. fuck people. 7. I last ate...fruity dynobites. IS YOUR/ARE YOU: 1. Is your hair wet? yes. 2. Is your cell phone right by you? nahh. fuck cell phones. fuck textinggg. 3. Do you miss someone? i do. 4. Are you wearing chap stick? i need some now. 5. Are you tired? no. 6. Are you wearing pajamas? no. 7. Are you mad? sure. 8. Are you upset? yes. HAVE YOU: 1. Recently done anything you regret? i should regret it. but i don't. 2. Ever lied lately? yes. 3. Ever kicked someone? sureee have. 4. Ever tripped over your own feet? always. TODAY HAVE YOU: Have you cursed? yeahhh. Have you gotten mad at someone? right when i got up. Ever wonder if you're someone's everything? sometimes. Last song played more than three times? never say never the fray. Last time you were really happy? hmmm. probably when i was talking to my mom a couple days ago. When do you want to die? eh. Marriage? for sure. Did you take a nap today? no. Who got mad at you last? boyfriend. Who were you in the car with last? boyfriend. What color is your room? white. I want to be...a lpn or rn. Does someone love you? yupp. Do you like to cuddle? love it:]]] Are you ticklish? extremely. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? nope. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? today, actually. What’s on your bedroom floor? too muchhh. When’s the next time you will kiss somebody? couple minutos. Any plans for tomorrow? work. Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? yeah. If your best friend liked your ex, what would you do? i wouldn't be too suprised. Do you want any tattoos? yes. i already have two but want moreee. When's your birthday? sept. fifth:] Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to? my mother. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? probably ryan. What was the first thing you thought this morning? he isn't next to me, bitchhh. Who do you hate currently? one person. Do you get the recommended eight hours of sleep a night? sure.
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  • i'll be allright.

    by cellardoor08 on August 19, 2009
    Fact about the person you're falling for? he's crazy about me:] What is the last thing you bought someone? i shared zigzag paper. Who was the last person you talked to last night in person before bed? ryannnn:] Do you drink tea? raspberry. Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call / text you back? i usually fell asleep before that happened. couldn't help it. Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like? i'm not wasting anytime on the person i love. Do you have a reason to smile right now? i always have reason. Are you a jealous person? not normally. Do you believe in love? yes. Will you ever get married? eventually. Does anyone like you? yes. Do you secretly like someone? huh. no. i don't think. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? mom. Are you a stressed out person? always. I bet you miss someone really bad right now? now i do. Was yesterday better than today? it's about the same;work. Where did you go in a car last? to dons. Would you go out in public looking like you do now? i already did. and i look like shittt. Have you ever felt replaced? i suppose. Do you remember your dreams? not usually. it takes me till about the middle of the day and then, i remember. What would you do if your best friend died? ughhh. do not even want to think about that. Your best friend likes the same person as you, what do you say? i don't have to worry about that. Do you get mad easily? sometimes. Have you argued with anyone today? no. Have you ever told someone to their face they were ugly? yes. Do you currently have feelings for anybody? yes. Are you ticklish? very much so. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? nope. What's the last thing you said that you wish you didn't say? 'i want you.' Do you think your ex is honestly over you? i believe so; no reason not to be. Is there a difference between love and being in love? yes. Are you someone's best friend? yes. Are you taller than your mom? nope. If the last person you kissed tried to kiss you again, would you kiss back? duhhh. How long until your next birthday? couple weeks!:] What time did you go to sleep last night? around midnight i suppose. What color is your shirt? white. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? aero. Day been rough? no. Who knows a secret about you that no one else knows? mother. Why did you even kiss the last person you kissed? he was heading to work, goodbye kiss:] Last person besides family that went into your house? ryan. but it's OUR house, so really, renee. What was your last call for? i don't remember. Do you look decent when you wake up? nope. Truth or Dare always turns sexual, doesn't it? typically. Have you ever slow danced with someone? hah. i went to middle school. Do you make eye contact when you talk to people? no. i don't. Do you wear make up? yes. How much longer until you get what you want more than anything? years. Has anyone ever said they wanted to marry you? yes. What was the last song you sang along to? you were mine-dixie chicks. Have you ever cried from being so mad? yes. Has anyone upset you in the last week? yes.
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  • let the good times roll.

    by cellardoor08 on August 17, 2009
    Did you and your last ex have an amazing relationship? yes, we did. Do you like to cuddle? love it. How long does it take you to fall asleep at night? awhile. What do you think of Shia LaBeouf? amazingly sexy. Look in your inbox on your cell phone; who are all the people you have text? just ryan. How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2009? just one. Would you change yourself for the person you love? some things. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to sleep last night? ryan. When was the last time you cried? couple nights ago. Do you prefer to take your showers at night or in the morning? midday. Do you have a reason to smile right now? yeahh. Think back to June...were you in a relationship? yes:] Would you hug the last person that you hugged again (besides family)? yes. Has your #2 on your top friends ever seen you without a shirt on? yeah. If you could go back in time and change things, would you? no. Name a person whose name starts with the letter M: mike. What would your name be with just the first three letters? ste. Do you eat ranch with your pizza? only pizza rolls. What was the reason behind why you last cried? she left. Where did you sleep two nights ago?n thomas and ambers. Is there someone you wish you were with right now? no. Have you had any beer this week? yes. i love beer. What are the color of your eyes? brown. Who was the last person to be in your bedroom? renee. Have you ever eaten an uncooked cookie? yeah. Have you ever eaten soap? ugh. yes. Is there a place that you wish you could visit? australia. Do you believe that this weekend will be a good one for you? possibly. Does anyone disgust you? oh yes. Have you argued with anyone today? yes. Do you honestly believe that good things come for those who wait? sometimes. Are you ready for kids? not at all. Where did you get your last bruise from? my entire body is full of them. i've been drunk for the past four days. Do you have nice eyes? eh. Did you go to sleep smiling last night? yes. Let's say you walk past your ex on the street. What do you say? not a thing. he sucks. Did you even like the last person that you kissed? yessss=] What is one thing that you didn't like about your day today? i feel like i'm walking dead. What do you tend to drink a lot of? beer. Is there anyone that is jealous of you or anything that you have? haha, i have nothing. lol. Is there someone that you used to talk to every single day but you don't now? yes. Have you told anyone that you missed them lately? no. Is anything bothering you right now? yes. i need a shower. Do you know how it feels to be cheated on? yes. Have you ever liked someone that you didn't expect to? of course. When was the last time you changed clothes in front of someone? today. What does your last text message say? no u r. What was for dinner last night? ehhh. nothing. Are you the type of person who is completely against abortion? no. Is your best friend single? yes. Who was the last person that you cried in front of? renee and ryan.
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  • it won't be long, yeah.

    by cellardoor08 on August 17, 2009
    If the last person that you kissed said they wanted to marry you, what would you say? yes. Tell me about the shirt you're wearing? two. tank top and white sweater. What's currently bothering you right now? being fucking itchy. When were you last outside? couple hours ago. What was the first thing you thought this morning? i'm still drunk. Are you afraid of the dark? no; only in tents. What are you hoping for? to be in nursing. Who did you last say I love you to? ryan. Have a best friend? sure do. Who was the last person you had a phone conversation with for more than 2 minutes? momma. Would you ever consider piercing your lip? i have, but no. i would just look stupid. Do you toss & turn for hours at night or fall right to sleep? toss and turn. Has anyone ever hung up on you? well yeah. Did you speak to your father today? no. How did you wake up this morning? to the sound of people. What were you doing at 7am? sleeping. What was the highlight of your day? getting toliet paper haha. How have you felt today? hung overrrrr. Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now? sometimes. i'm still scared. Are you a forgiving person? no. What side of the bed do you sleep on? whichever i land on. Are you wearing shorts? yeah. Ever had a boy best friend? sure. Do you think Chad Michael Murray is cute? he's allright. What are you up to this weekend? weekends over. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? no. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? yes. What is something you like to do when you're down? eat. Who do you text when you're having a bad day? renee.mike. Were you happy when you woke up today? yes. Are you missing anyone at the moment? yes. What was the last thing you and your mom talked about? beer, lol. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? over&over. Do your parents actually knock on your door before entering your room? i don't live with my parents. What classes do you not pay attention in at all? not in school now.
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  • comfortable.

    by cellardoor08 on August 16, 2009
    Do you straighten your hair? yes. Can you play pool? yeah. Last person you talked on the phone with? momma. Would you take someone back if they cheated on you? probably. Do you believe in this saying: What goes around comes around? yeah. How was your birthday? nice. Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up? nope. Where is the person you last kissed at this moment? in front of me. i live with him:] How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids? in my late twenties. What did you do today? not shit. Name something you dislike about the day you're having? hungover. What is one thing you miss about your past? i made decisions based on my gut. Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a C? i have. Are you happy? i am. Are you missing anyone/​​​something?​​​ always. On a daily basis, are you usually signed on to MSN for more than 4 hours? never. Are you slowly drifting away from someone? kind of. Which shoe do you put on first? whichever one is closest. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? i want to be. Who do you want to see right now? renee and ryan. How fast does your mood change? instant. Do you want your tongue pierced? already done. How many children do you want? i want four. but i'll only have one. Are you a jealous person? normally not. You're thinking about someone, aren't you? no. Do you like hugs? love hugs. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? no. Do you wish you had the chance to tell someone something right now? sometimes. Is there someone who continuously lets you down? yes. Is it easy to make you cry? when i'm drunk. Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight? nope. Are you happier single or in a relationship? both. but i'm very happy with ryan:] Did you mean "I love you" when you said it last? yes. Has anyone ever spelled your name wrong? yes. Do you ever wish things were better? yes. Are you wasting your time on someone? possibly. i don't want to know. Explain the last time you threw up? alcohol. How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime? a few. Do you REALLY love all your family? no. Are you proud of who you are? sometimes. yes. Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms? yeah. Has a song ever made you cry? yes. Do you currently have feelings for anybody? yes. Do you think you've changed over the past year? so much. What's your main background on your cellular device? picture of me and ryan:] Do you know anyone who drinks a lot? yes. Do you know the last person you were in a car with other than family? yes. Have you ever liked someone older than you? well yeah. Does anyone know your password besides you? nope. Did you have a good day yesterday? it was allright. What are you doing tomorrow? seeing a good friend:] and spending my last day with a good one. When did you last cry? couple nights ago. Do you have a job? yeah. Is anyone over protective over you? yes. When is the last time you saw number one on your top friends? now. Would you ever get a tattoo? yes, yes, yes. i love them. Would you go in public looking like you do right now? yeah. Could you last in a relationship for three months? yes. If you could cuddle with anyone right now who would you pick? ryan. What's irritating you right now? being fucking itchy. Do you get along with girls? i try. Have you ever slapped someone in the face? yeah. Have you ever licked someones forehead or cheek? yeah.
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  • goldfish.

    by cellardoor08 on August 16, 2009
    Would you change for the person you're in love with? in somje ways. A lyric from the song you're listening to? not listening to music. Have you done something bad today? well, yeah. What makes you happy most of the time? the carpenters:] lol. Do you have any siblings? uno brother. What did you do last night? drunk. Where’s your phone right now? somewhere. What are you doing tomorrow? no idea. What are your plans for the weekend? weekends over. Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning? morning. usually. Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met? yessir. Are you ashamed of your past? some. Are you wearing a necklace? no. Think back to March, were you in a relationship? no. Do you know anyone who drinks a lot? yesssirrrr. How is your life lately? drunk. Could you go out in public, looking like you do now? sure. Is your hair naturally curly or straight? wavy. Whens the last time you laughed REALLY hard? this morning. Do any of your friends have children? yes. How many people have feelings for you? i honestly couldn't say. Have you ever been cheated on? yes. Are you hard to please? sometimes. somedays. Are your friends just like you? nah. What are you craving right now? water.sex. the usual. Do you know anyone that smokes? well, me. How are you feeling right now? hungover. Are you missing anyone/something? missing plenty. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? maybe. Do you love the last person you called? yes. Could you date someone taller than you? i wouldn't date anyone shorter. Next time you will kiss someone? in a few. Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet? actually, yeah. Did you hold hands with anyone today? yeah. Do you wear glasses? nope. Are you afraid to answer sexual questions? nope. Are you a couple with the last person you kissed on the lips? yesssirrrr. Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? sweats. Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you? nope. How many people have you had a crush on this year? three. What's your recent drama? mike. Do you like the dentist? no. What do you smell like? deodorant. Is anyone protective over you? well, yeah. Do you correct people when they make spelling mistakes on the internet? who the fuck caressss. Are you afraid to tell your true feelings? very much so. If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to? mom. Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad? not mad. disappointed. Are you going out of town soon? yessirrr. When was the last time you cried, and why? couple nights ago. drunk and stupid and worried. Do you have a good relationship with your mother? amazing. Name the band you are listening to now: zero.
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  • heartless.

    by cellardoor08 on August 16, 2009
    1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could? ha, never. 2. What color shirt are you wearing? black. 3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list? i dooo. 4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list? it's quite more than a thing. 5. How many people on your top friends list do you know in real life? most. 6. How many kids do you want to have? in my fantasy world, i want five. but i'll probably only have one. 7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? i think i do. 8. What name would you want besides the one you have? i wouldn't change my name. 9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex? when i'm drunk i do quite frequently. 10. What did you do for your last birthday? got my license=] 11. What's your main ringtone on your phone? it just vibrates, i'm not that cool. 12. What time did you wake up today? like, noon, fuck. 13. What were you doing two nights ago? drunk. 14. Do you like having your hair pulled? hellz yeah. 15. Name something you can't wait to do. start school andddd get another tattooooo=] 16. Last time you saw your mom? last january. fuck. 17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? i wish i could have more patience. 18. If you had $250,000, what would you do with it? buy a new fucking car. 19. how long have you worked at your current job? almost a year. 20. Have you ever talked to Tom? nope. 21.Describe the underwear you have on? it's a black thong from victoria's secret. 22. Last thing you ate? goldfish. 23. What's your favorite month? probablyyyy august. 24. Your least favorite month? march, for sure. 25. What's the last piece of clothing someone borrowed from you? a shirt i think. 26. Who is getting on your nerves right now? my best friend. 27. Most visited webpage? myspace.facebook.songmeanings. 28. Last person you text messaged? nick. 29. Last person to make you sad? i have been more disappointed really. 30. Would you take a bullet for your best friend? i would. 31. Favorite kind of drink? huh. waterrr. 32. Favorite food? i love pizza. typical. 33. Favorite dessert? cakeeee. 34. Have you been to Europe? nope. 35. If someone you hated died, what would you do? i really wouldn't care. i'm heartless.
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  • i will leave when the wind blows.

    by cellardoor08 on August 16, 2009
    What's a word that starts with the third letter of your first name? elephant. What did you do last night? got drunkkk as fuck. Who is the first person on your top? renee=] Ever kissed a Casey, Tyler, Ryan, Jordan or Colton? i kiss a ryan everyday:] This time last year, do you remember who you liked? britt. Have you ever kissed the last person you texted? nope. What's something you do when you're mad? i tend to break hairbrushes. When is the last time you said "i love you" to your number 2 on your top? todaayyy. What have you done today? shit nothing. Is it okay to kiss people when you're single? obviously. Do you always answer your phone? no. only for my momma. What are your plans for tomorrow? zero idea. If your ex said they hate you, you say? i probably would cry, but then get over it. fucking idiot. he has said that to me. i say GROW UP. Was yesterday better than today? nope. today is awesomeeeee=] Does anyone ever spell your name wrong? yeap. Can you honestly say that you're okay right now? sure. Are promises important to you? yes. but they mean nothing. Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? yes. If someone doesn't like you it's because...? i'm a bitch. Will you be up before 7AM tomorrow? fuckkk that. Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 3 minutes? my mother. Who was your last comment from? renee i believe. Do you get along with your parents? yes. mostly. Have you ever set anything on fire? yes. Would you put a "one way" sign in your room, and point it toward your bed? hahaaa. ok. Do you know when your parent's anniversary is? they are divorced. who gives a shitttt now. What was the last thing you looked up on YouTube? all-american rejects-the wind blows video. Any upcoming vacations? naah. i'm not ready. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? fully? none. Do you have a bad temper? i can. Do you have alcohol in your house? duhhh. What's the closest pink object to you? victoria's secret bag. What color are your eyes? brown. Last place you took a nap? my bed. Are you a jealous person? normally not. Have you talked to a complete jerk today? not yet. Can you live without your cell phone? i wouldn't literally die. Is your life anything like it was a year ago? nooope. and i'm glad=] What does your last text say? i'm getting married. If you could change your eye color would you? prolly not. Do your parents really know you? my mother knows me better than anyone hoooo. Have you argued with someone today? yupp. within good reason fuck.
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  • i need to breathe, you can't take that from me.

    by cellardoor08 on August 06, 2009
    Lets say you had a baby with the last person you kissed? oh my. You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get? carpe diem, either on my wrists or on the back of my neck. Why did you last cry? myself. Do you ever think about stuff and start crying? yes. Is this summer gonna be a good one? it kindaaa sucks. Have you ever passed out from drinking? yupp. Are you mean? i can be. but usually, no. Do you get mad easily? sometimes. depends on how my day has been going. Do you still talk to the last person you kissed? yes, yes. Is there anyone who doesn't like you? probably. Does your Myspace password have anything to do with a guy/girl. yeahhh from way back in the day. Do you catch the bus to school? noooo. What were you doing at 7:00 AM? i was sleeping. Is there something you're looking forward to? renee. Have you ever made someone laugh when they were crying? yes. Will next Friday be a good one? hellz yeah, reneeee=] Do you know anyone who smokes pot? of course. Would you rather go to Canada or Mexico on vacation? canada. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love? as of now, i can't. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? it wouldn't change the way i feel for ryan. Do you like someone? i love someone=] Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? yessir. Do you miss the way things used to be? i get over it. Do you think people talk about you? eh. Do you think someone is thinking about you? i know someone is thinking about me. Have you argued with anyone today? a customer. damn people. When do you get butterflies in your stomach? not gonna lie, when i KNOW i'm going to have sex. each time, it feels like my first time. Have you ever had your heart broken? yes. Is there a meaning behind your myspace song? not really i just like i. How fast do you get over things? it takes awhile. Have you ever slapped someone in the face? yes. Are your friends just like you? nope. What grades the last person you texted in? he's not in school. Who was the last person that left you a comment? renee
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