i miss my brother i saw him briefly tonight meaning about 30 seconds i almost cried when he left so soon ok i actually did cry but no one saw i miss never seeing him anymore

snowboarding was savage im so stoked to go again even though im in some intense muscle pain.. so worth it

tomorrow is going to be core sunshine opens i have been waiting for this allllllllll summer honestly, nothing gets me as excited as snowboarding it makes me feel so alive tomorrow is goin to be knarly

Im sad.. this sounds so emo now that i am writting it.. but sometimes i feel all alone not actually.. cause i have a substantial amount of good friends.. but all these good friends have boyfriends whats wrong with me? i just can never find a guy its not that i always like guys and they never like me.. i just dont like very many, and when i do its always the wrong guy like i will hook up with guys but never have real relationships ..i guess thats my fault honestly, im bad with feelings and junk like that but when my friends have gorgeous boyfriends who are so amazing to them it just makes me kind of sad to be all alone ok that was my moment of being emo

I am the worst ever friend so i was going to go to this party huge party.. lots of people wont be let in but my good friend and I recieved personal invites.. and everyone whos anyone will be there ... to sum things up... my best friend wasnt invited and i asked if she would be let in if she came the answer was a definate NO so many people dislike her but my best friend thought she was invited the party is tonight.. and my good friend and I just told her how she cant come ... most good friends wouldnt go to the party they would hang out with their best friend not me im an uber bitch.. my other friend and i are still going everyone will be there we have been planning this forever im a fucking bitch

holy man life is stressful but i suppose thats what makes it interesting it would be no fun if everything was so easy i miss my brother its hard living at home with just my parents we never talk. ever. its kinda akward. pretty much i need to figure out what i want to do with my life too bad i cant just listen to music as a living that would be core my feet are cold, my parents dont believe in heat im craving listening to zephyr by the red hot chilli peppers p.s guys make life complicated

i had forgotten that this site has a journal can anybody read it? my parents suck umm le tigre is sweet im so excited is an awesome song

why have i never heard of this site before? it has lyrics, comments, online journal? im liking it so far?