WWE was fucking awesome. Got to see a bunch of my wrestling friends, we made some new ones too. Edge is awesome. S'about all really.

Okay, so I read kquedequalsvolvo's journal, and I found a post linking to another journal with an awesome little article in it. http://www.songmeanings.net/journal.php?uid=17251001 The June 8th entry ('Making choises, taking chances'), it's this uplifting and inspiring analysis of love. I feel all warm and fuzzy inside now. Thing that gets me is that it's so true; I rarely say "I love you" to anyone. Maybe I should start showing a deeper appreciation for those around me? We have to remember, however, that although underneath it all I'm a major softie, people don't know that, nor do they need to. Some know there's another dimension to me than the goofball personality I share, but not many. Hmmm. I'm going to continue to ponder that. So excited - WWE on SUNDAY! But for now, I'm gonna curl back up in bed and watch Summer Heights High. Can't believe it's getting shit reviews over in Britain. >.

1. *hug* 2. SM really DOES need some PM system, or at least a friends list or something. We need to protest - with signs and riots and awesome catchy slogans. 3. I'm stealing another survey thingy from your page. 'Cause it's fun. The Who’s Who Was The Last Person You Talked To? My friend Lara. Who Was The Last Person You Were With, Besides Family? People at work - managers, etc, etc. Who Was Your Last Kiss? I honestly can't remember. Yes, it's been THAT long. Who Knows The Most About You? I do. I could write a book about me. Who Is Your Favorite Band, Rapper, Singer, etc.? Coheeeeeeed! Who Can Make You Laugh No Matter What? Anyone on The Office (USA), Sex And The City, Chris Lilley in Summer Heights High... etc, etc, etc. Who Can You Always Count On? My cat, she never lets me down. (Or runs around and deserts me. Yeah I'm done.) Who Has Your Heart? "Well at this moment in time it is safely and securely contained within my rib cage." - Couldn't have said it better. Who Is or Was Your Favorite Teacher In School? My current drama teacher. I had her last year too. LEGEND. Who Is Your Crush? Have you even been paying attention?! Who Is Your Best Friend(s)? I've got two. And the cat of course. Who Loves You? I do! The What’s What Is Your Favorite Song At The Moment? I've got a bunch. What Are You Looking Forward To? The wrestling on Sunday. WHOOOO!! What Is Your Favorite Color? Blue - always. What Website Do You Visit Most? I don't know, I visit a few. What Is Your Favorite Smell? Petrol and permanent marker. Oh so bad yet oh so good. What Is Your Favorite Lil Wayne? There's more than one? *reaches for the shotgun* What Is Your Favorite Movie? Fight Club, High School Musical, Saw, Mean Girls... I also loooove the Sex and the City movie. What Is Your Favorite Season? Spring, just for my birthday. What Makes You Mad? I'd love to ramble on about world issues that annoy me just so you'd think I was intelligent but to be honest, I go nuts when my dog steals my clothes out of the washing up basket. What Curse Word Do You Use Alot? I think the only one I don't cover up is shit, everything else is fudge. What Kind Of Phone Do You Have? A very very good one. *strokes phone* What Was The Last Song You Listened To? "Never Gonna Give You Up" - Ashley Tisdale The When’s When Was The Last Time You Went To The Mall? Uhm, Tuesday when I saw SATC again I think. When Did You Talk To Your Crush Last? Yesterday. I'll converse with her either tonight or tomorrow hopefully. When Do or Did You Graduate? Later this year. When Are You Gonna Do Something Fun? I'm officially insulted. When Was The Last Time You Ate or Drank Something? 2 hours ago maybe? I dunno. Now I'm hungry.

Decision made: I'm going to ramble on in here. What? I've just come home from work, I'm tired, I can do what ever I damn well want to. Well the song is so damn relevent. There's so many songs that we share that are a lot more relevent than she thinks. To me, anyway. I mean it kind of baffles me that she doesn't know. Or maybe I'm the idiot who thinks she doesn't know. I can't help but over-analyze everything she does now in relation to me; I mean we "share" love songs and talk about them and whatnot, and I do flirt with her too, but I do it in a way that it's not obvious. She could think it's just friendly banter and she's reacting appropriately. I swear though, as corny as it seems - sometimes, when she turns around to look at me on the bus, in class, where ever we are, I catch a look of something more than a friendship. Or maybe that's just my own reflection I'm seeing. ... There goes my vow of not letting this turn into a teenager in love mush fulled journal.

I've seen SATC twice. It's amazing. Looooooove. Ashley Tisdale, my celebrity lover, has covered "Never Gonna Give You Up". This song is now fifty times more sexy. I'D NEVER GIVE YOU UP ASHLEY BAYBEH! xD "And IIIIIII just want to tell you how I'm feeeeeeliiiiiing...." I SERIOUSLY DO BECAUSE THIS IS ANNOYING MEEEE! DAMN YOU AND YOUR WAYS OF WINNING ME OVER! I think I might tell her soon. It's really hard for me to keep it in, but like, it could mess up a friendship. At one point I made a deal with myself to tell her at the end of the school year, after our final exam, because then I mightn't see her again, but we've made plans to go see a movie which comes out after the exams so... I could cancel those? Decisions, decisions...

GODLY. I always go back and forth with it. I'm like "I don't need this on my iPod anymore." Then, a week later, I'm like "I NEED IT!" If you had all my playcounts of that one song, it'd be well over 1000. I'm off to see the Sex And The City movie tonight. BE JEALOUS MOTHERTRUCKER! SATC = GODLY, LIKE RICKY BOY. YES!

A Wilhelm Scream, Saturday night, booyah! Very exciting indeed. Sex and the City movie's out today, can't wait to see that when I can. Getting moar moneyz, yes. Umm, what else? Nothing new on the SL front. Blaaaah.

I've been kinda neglecting this. Ahh well, I don't think anybody would read this anyway. Just had a bit of an urge to type up something in here. Well I'm definitely in love with acting, and I will do it. Why I feel the need to stress this on occasion in here I'm not sure but I'm so certain of myself. Is that a good thing? I'd like to think so, I'm extremely determined to at least try. I have a crudload of extra shifts at work this week, I'm so glad. I could really do with the money right now. Seeing A Wilhelm Scream next Saturday. Whooo!! Then the next Sunday after that, I go to see WWE. Score!! I'm so happy with my life and how it's going, especially for a teenager. The only thing I could add in to make it perfect, obviously, is SL. But we can't always get what we want, right? To be honest, I'm very analytical, and in this case it's hard to tell the signs. Read below, I don't want to repeat it. So now whatever SL does around me, I'm always thinking "What's it mean?" - I flirt, and I get a response, but like I said I can't actually tell. Oh well. *kicks self*

That song made me laugh so hard when I first heard it. Gold, absolute gold. And I'm going to state this again: I'm going to go for acting. I'm deadset on it. I love it so freaking much, I'm going to do all I can to make it happen. Had a big day today, gathering information, but I'm so excited. Then in less than an hour I have to head off to work to get the money to fund my career choice. Yaaaay. That's genuine enthusiasm, 'kay?!

I'm watching Big Brother, and it's got all the housemates under hypnosis, it's hilarious. Travis just "gave birth" and he's like "DO YOU WANT TO HOLD MAX?!"