my best guess is that he likes a girl, and he told her, but she doesn't do anything about it, and he hates feeling that way about her. like when he says "smile, stand still, while you look right back at me" like she just looks at him and doesn't say anything, making him feel like an ass. also when he says "shove regret back at me" as though he regrets telling her. but really i have no idea what it's about.
my best guess is that he likes a girl, and he told her, but she doesn't do anything about it, and he hates feeling that way about her. like when he says "smile, stand still, while you look right back at me" like she just looks at him and doesn't say anything, making him feel like an ass. also when he says "shove regret back at me" as though he regrets telling her. but really i have no idea what it's about.