Sleep in this hole
Stinging in your eyes
Ashamed, for you, cause
So far, i've been down that's true
Shake in lie
About to fall
Ashamed, for you
Cause,
So far i've been down that's true
Except for your arms
You start, stand still
And shove regret back at me
Ask you why
What's up?
Ask you why
One, two
Why, why why why
Soon i've been you
Laughter, sigh
So ashamed for you, cause
This feeling gets old
And so do your eyes
This is why, i hate you, cause
So far, i've been down that's true
Except for you're arms, you just
Smile, stand still
While you look right back at me!


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    it's a real bastard having to skim through the bit between mx and this to get to, in my opinion, one of the best songs off 'around the fur'. but it's worth the wait. fucking kickass song. anyways, that's what i think...

    xpankfrisston July 07, 2002   Link
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    why does chino likes the word "shove"..i think there are 3 lyrics on this albun with shove involved......anyway deftones is the best new metal band ever..they have their own style and there's no other band like them.

    brohymn_hxcxon September 21, 2002   Link
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    nu metal does not exist. it is a stupid term the record companies made up so that the mainstream public wouldn't be confused by the terms emo, emo-core, hard-core, or anything relative. please don't ever use that term when refering to the almighty deftones.

    deftonesgirl_57on September 24, 2002   Link
  • +1
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    I hate all that secret track crap, this song should've been instantly playable.

    Kaztoron January 28, 2005   Link
  • +1
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    the noises start at 19:30 and the actual secret song it starts at 32:35 and yes i also agree that this song is good and should be able to have a seperate track because i dont really like mx

    Punk_hater90on May 20, 2005   Link
  • +1
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    If you listen closely to the noises at 19:30, it's some of the band members toking up.

    fireal5414on January 14, 2006   Link
  • 0
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    i think maybe this song is about people falling out of love with eachother. but they don't want to believe it. ????

    deftweezeron June 10, 2002   Link
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    my best guess is that he likes a girl, and he told her, but she doesn't do anything about it, and he hates feeling that way about her. like when he says "smile, stand still, while you look right back at me" like she just looks at him and doesn't say anything, making him feel like an ass. also when he says "shove regret back at me" as though he regrets telling her. but really i have no idea what it's about.

    Nothingface555on June 16, 2002   Link
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    Of course, nobody wants, in this situation, to face truth. He's had truth shoved in his face, knowing that he no longer loves her (his own independant decision). He doesn't want her arms, but can't escape her gaze.

    Bobo192on June 16, 2002   Link
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    yup, "this feeling gets old" (loving her) "and so do your eyes" (he jsut doesnt love her anymore) "this is why, i hate you, cause" (i think he hates her, coz he doesn't love her anymore and he feels guilty so it makes him hate her... uh, or something liek that, i dunno, but its a really good song)

    noonesownon June 20, 2002   Link

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