The song is based on the vocalist Christ Motionless suffering from an identity crisis. In other words, it is his real self versus his “disguise”. This disguise is a product of “(his) own design”. His rationales for adopting this alternate persona seem to be based on emotions tantamount to self-doubt, fear & selling out. Or an alternate explanation is that he has become a different person due to some type of addiction, since he refers to his “disguise” as a “codependent vice”. Either way, he has delved so deep into this masquerade that he is now having trouble finding his
The song is based on the vocalist Christ Motionless suffering from an identity crisis. In other words, it is his real self versus his “disguise”. This disguise is a product of “(his) own design”. His rationales for adopting this alternate persona seem to be based on emotions tantamount to self-doubt, fear & selling out. Or an alternate explanation is that he has become a different person due to some type of addiction, since he refers to his “disguise” as a “codependent vice”. Either way, he has delved so deep into this masquerade that he is now having trouble finding his