For me, it's remembering a relationship with someone. For a period of time, when you're in love, when things are all new, you are new, too, and during that time you abandon your self-sabotaging ways, and you don't feel like yourself. "When it begin, I was so happy, I didn't feel like me". Eventually, your bad side rears up its ugly head, bad expectations become self-fulfilling prophecy... but it was worth it - for that first period when you actually allowed yourself to become someone else, someone happy.
For me, it's remembering a relationship with someone. For a period of time, when you're in love, when things are all new, you are new, too, and during that time you abandon your self-sabotaging ways, and you don't feel like yourself. "When it begin, I was so happy, I didn't feel like me". Eventually, your bad side rears up its ugly head, bad expectations become self-fulfilling prophecy... but it was worth it - for that first period when you actually allowed yourself to become someone else, someone happy.