Here I come, come to You in the very close
That I killed, killed You in and now I know I’m alone
I walk to you, rain falls from You
Can You wash me, can you drown me
This part is obviously about God, he comes to God in desperate time when he has no one. He left his faith and he ask for forgiveness. He wants to be cleanse for his sins, he has a lot of them so maybe he would be better of dead.
I wanna be a lot of things, so much pent up inside of me
I wanna be stronger; too long I’ve sat here undecidedly
Planning strategy, half of me knows it’s all just a fallacy
Failing miserably, drastically and then I crash dramatically
Into a wall, I’ve hit a hundred times before
And yet I still ignore the dark red blood stains on the floor
And I’m back in front of you Lord, with blood on the floor
Is the blood mine or yours don’t wanna do this anymore
Back and forth between being me and who you call me to be
You see a man free who thinks he has to buy a key
To a door but he can’t cause he’s poor and he can’t
Fall down anymore cause he’s already on the floor
And his heart is broken and all and this is his scar
But it’s warm from crying cause he will try nine times
To realize nine crimes but he has more than nine lives
So he picks himself up and keeps climbing for the prize again
Here I come again to you
Just to show the blood soaked through
Through my bones and all I own
Is there a way for me to grow
I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me, can you drown me, please
Every time I feel selfish ambition is taking my vision
My crime is my sentence, repentance is taking commission
It’s taking a toll on my soul, I’m screaming submission and
I don’t know if I am dying or living
Cause I will save a face for name’s sake
Abuse grace take a aim to obtain a new name in a newer place
But my name is lame, I can’t walk and I ain’t the same
And my name became a new destiny to the grave and
They say the ocean’s blue but it’s black right now
In the dark, on the sand, looking out at my crowd
Depression and drowning singing now the full parts
Of lightning reveals where the ocean stops and the sky starts
I’ve been told by the sky that the ocean I shall win
But it’s hard for me to see where ocean stops, where sky begins
And random chunks of light remind me of what is true
But right now the ocean is blacker than black, the sky is too
I don’t think the ocean resembles the crowd but depression. Because he talks about drowning and that the ocean is black and the sky is God, is future. God told him he will overcome his depression. It’s hard for him to see where it will end all the pain.
Here I come, come to You in the very close That I killed, killed You in and now I know I’m alone I walk to you, rain falls from You Can You wash me, can you drown me This part is obviously about God, he comes to God in desperate time when he has no one. He left his faith and he ask for forgiveness. He wants to be cleanse for his sins, he has a lot of them so maybe he would be better of dead.
I wanna be a lot of things, so much pent up inside of me I wanna be stronger; too long I’ve sat here undecidedly Planning strategy, half of me knows it’s all just a fallacy Failing miserably, drastically and then I crash dramatically Into a wall, I’ve hit a hundred times before And yet I still ignore the dark red blood stains on the floor And I’m back in front of you Lord, with blood on the floor Is the blood mine or yours don’t wanna do this anymore
Back and forth between being me and who you call me to be You see a man free who thinks he has to buy a key To a door but he can’t cause he’s poor and he can’t Fall down anymore cause he’s already on the floor And his heart is broken and all and this is his scar But it’s warm from crying cause he will try nine times To realize nine crimes but he has more than nine lives So he picks himself up and keeps climbing for the prize again
Here I come again to you Just to show the blood soaked through Through my bones and all I own Is there a way for me to grow I walk to you, rain falls from you Can you wash me, can you drown me, please
Every time I feel selfish ambition is taking my vision My crime is my sentence, repentance is taking commission It’s taking a toll on my soul, I’m screaming submission and I don’t know if I am dying or living Cause I will save a face for name’s sake Abuse grace take a aim to obtain a new name in a newer place But my name is lame, I can’t walk and I ain’t the same And my name became a new destiny to the grave and
They say the ocean’s blue but it’s black right now In the dark, on the sand, looking out at my crowd Depression and drowning singing now the full parts Of lightning reveals where the ocean stops and the sky starts I’ve been told by the sky that the ocean I shall win But it’s hard for me to see where ocean stops, where sky begins And random chunks of light remind me of what is true But right now the ocean is blacker than black, the sky is too I don’t think the ocean resembles the crowd but depression. Because he talks about drowning and that the ocean is black and the sky is God, is future. God told him he will overcome his depression. It’s hard for him to see where it will end all the pain.