I think it's someone who is getting depressed and knows they need help but cares more for a friend, sibling, or girlfriend, who is going through a rough time, than they do for them self. So they're saying that they're going insane and they know it, but that their loved one comes first.
I think it's someone who is getting depressed and knows they need help but cares more for a friend, sibling, or girlfriend, who is going through a rough time, than they do for them self. So they're saying that they're going insane and they know it, but that their loved one comes first.