This song sounds like he is up on drugs. The backyard spins, he acts a fool breaking every rule is kind of admitting that what he is doing is wrong but can't seem to break the cycle. He starts to wonder when he will break the cycle of getting high. Then he reflects back on the fear creeping in as he was sitting in a corner (probably on the floor) and confused as he was depressed and angry but not feeling like he could shake the feelings of depression that comes with being high. He walks around sober and the world seems more evil and revels in how strong he is to be sober then he finds himself getting high again on what I assume is pot seeing as he calls it the green giant. He again feels the judgement of his family but is enjoying the ride too much to really care and then wonders when he will ever get off the roller-coaster of drugs.
This song sounds like he is up on drugs. The backyard spins, he acts a fool breaking every rule is kind of admitting that what he is doing is wrong but can't seem to break the cycle. He starts to wonder when he will break the cycle of getting high. Then he reflects back on the fear creeping in as he was sitting in a corner (probably on the floor) and confused as he was depressed and angry but not feeling like he could shake the feelings of depression that comes with being high. He walks around sober and the world seems more evil and revels in how strong he is to be sober then he finds himself getting high again on what I assume is pot seeing as he calls it the green giant. He again feels the judgement of his family but is enjoying the ride too much to really care and then wonders when he will ever get off the roller-coaster of drugs.