I think he's so unhappy he just wants to wallow. He really doesn't want to be happy. I think it's a stigma attached to depression. If you're depressed and you laugh people question if you're actually depressed and you end up feeling shitter than you did before you laughed.
I think he just wants so stay unhappy because if he is any other way people won't believe that he was, but if he uses nitrous gas, he can say that's why he's laughing, he's still depressed but he has a reason to laugh.
I think he's so unhappy he just wants to wallow. He really doesn't want to be happy. I think it's a stigma attached to depression. If you're depressed and you laugh people question if you're actually depressed and you end up feeling shitter than you did before you laughed. I think he just wants so stay unhappy because if he is any other way people won't believe that he was, but if he uses nitrous gas, he can say that's why he's laughing, he's still depressed but he has a reason to laugh.