Twist it however you want to motherfuckers; but know that its all about cognitive dissonance, ie. doing some shit that you can't help but it rattles your brain and you feel the self-hate/tension/whatever the fuck because you should known better. It doesn't have to be an addiction, doesn't have to be sex, drugs, alcohol, etc. just stupid shit that we all do.
To me it's fucking a girl (hence "attention" & "feeling the flesh"), having feelings for her even though you shouldn't, and then finally self-destructiveness rearing its ugly head and fucking up what you really wanted. Maybe because sub-consciously you know it's bad - but being humans we get pleasure out of it (admit it!) - and the psyche takes over and influences you to throw all that away. Pick your poison, but we all have ways of unknowingly "saving" ourselves from inevitably bad situations. I mean this can really be good or bad. Just sayin....
Twist it however you want to motherfuckers; but know that its all about cognitive dissonance, ie. doing some shit that you can't help but it rattles your brain and you feel the self-hate/tension/whatever the fuck because you should known better. It doesn't have to be an addiction, doesn't have to be sex, drugs, alcohol, etc. just stupid shit that we all do.
To me it's fucking a girl (hence "attention" & "feeling the flesh"), having feelings for her even though you shouldn't, and then finally self-destructiveness rearing its ugly head and fucking up what you really wanted. Maybe because sub-consciously you know it's bad - but being humans we get pleasure out of it (admit it!) - and the psyche takes over and influences you to throw all that away. Pick your poison, but we all have ways of unknowingly "saving" ourselves from inevitably bad situations. I mean this can really be good or bad. Just sayin....