I think it's about trying to do things your way. You can improve yourself by becoming more centered with God. It's easy to slip up and fuck up. We can try to do things our way but that doesn't always lead you in the right direction. The narrator is disillusioned with praying obviously. It's easy to pray and ask God for help when you've tied a knot and you need help unwinding it. It's harder to pray when you're doing well.
I think it's about trying to do things your way. You can improve yourself by becoming more centered with God. It's easy to slip up and fuck up. We can try to do things our way but that doesn't always lead you in the right direction. The narrator is disillusioned with praying obviously. It's easy to pray and ask God for help when you've tied a knot and you need help unwinding it. It's harder to pray when you're doing well.