With the ending "shoot myself up with a speed ball and DIE" I don't think he is condoning suicide, he's saying that the option of choosing life or death is always there. Nothing good will ever be easy, so no use complaining about it. If you have a shitty life, it's no one's fault but your own... so to make things right, you have to take responsibility and put in the effort.
With the ending "shoot myself up with a speed ball and DIE" I don't think he is condoning suicide, he's saying that the option of choosing life or death is always there. Nothing good will ever be easy, so no use complaining about it. If you have a shitty life, it's no one's fault but your own... so to make things right, you have to take responsibility and put in the effort.