out that she can still do whatever she wants and accomplish anything she wants, basically she realizes that life isnt over. but then she sings "Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who's gonna wait." which i think menas she's doubting herself and the epiphany is over and she's back in the same hopeless state of mind she was in before the epiphany. and then she sings " Now what do I do?" which i think means shes asking herself what should she do because shes confused and then she sings "can I change my mind?" which i think means can she change her mind from being addicted or is she stuck forever. and the she sings " did I think things through?" which i think means shes second guessing herself all over again.
and then the last line "It was once my life - it was my life at one time." shows her final answer as of then that shes forever an addict and her life is now controlled by her addiction to drugs and she has no control anymore even though she used to control it the addiction took over.
& ultimately i believe this song is about drug addiction & it trapping you into the drug world,&you feel stuck &hopeless with the occasional glimpse of hope but that soon vanishes & you realize your stuck forever in this beautiful evil sick twisted new world aka the drug world.
out that she can still do whatever she wants and accomplish anything she wants, basically she realizes that life isnt over. but then she sings "Take this happy ending away, it's all the same. God won't waste this simplicity on possibility. Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling this trace of blame. Frozen still I thought I could stop, now who's gonna wait." which i think menas she's doubting herself and the epiphany is over and she's back in the same hopeless state of mind she was in before the epiphany. and then she sings " Now what do I do?" which i think means shes asking herself what should she do because shes confused and then she sings "can I change my mind?" which i think means can she change her mind from being addicted or is she stuck forever. and the she sings " did I think things through?" which i think means shes second guessing herself all over again. and then the last line "It was once my life - it was my life at one time." shows her final answer as of then that shes forever an addict and her life is now controlled by her addiction to drugs and she has no control anymore even though she used to control it the addiction took over.
& ultimately i believe this song is about drug addiction & it trapping you into the drug world,&you feel stuck &hopeless with the occasional glimpse of hope but that soon vanishes & you realize your stuck forever in this beautiful evil sick twisted new world aka the drug world.