From the verses, it seems like she is recounting the people in her life who had hurt her the most, and made her feel the most angry or scorned. She is left angry from all these people, because they hurt her in some way. But in the end, she gets raped by some guy. He's "like a killer" because he killed her will to be angry, and she has given up her anger, so she "just lay"s, "quiet, not angry". Anger requires that you have some internal will or motivation to prove someone wrong or hurt them; thus one might not feel angry against someone whom they feel hopeless to retaliate against.
tl;dr So many people have hurt me in my life, but what you did is different; you took away my self and my will to be angry at anyone anymore.
However, I have pretty much no idea how the chorus fits into that. So maybe I'm wrong. Maybe she's thankful for getting raped because it dissolved her hopes and expectations that she couldn't seem to reach.
From the verses, it seems like she is recounting the people in her life who had hurt her the most, and made her feel the most angry or scorned. She is left angry from all these people, because they hurt her in some way. But in the end, she gets raped by some guy. He's "like a killer" because he killed her will to be angry, and she has given up her anger, so she "just lay"s, "quiet, not angry". Anger requires that you have some internal will or motivation to prove someone wrong or hurt them; thus one might not feel angry against someone whom they feel hopeless to retaliate against.
tl;dr So many people have hurt me in my life, but what you did is different; you took away my self and my will to be angry at anyone anymore.
However, I have pretty much no idea how the chorus fits into that. So maybe I'm wrong. Maybe she's thankful for getting raped because it dissolved her hopes and expectations that she couldn't seem to reach.