I love this song... I feel like this explains my situation exactly....
I have had some serious relationships back to back over the course of 5 years, and ended each because I knew they were not right for me... in between these relationships I would date this one guy, but put him off because I was unsure as to what direction I was going and what I wanted to do with my life...I would just stop before anything got too serious..and ignore the situation entirely..... my past relationship was bitter sweet; and my x knows that I am the "closest" he is going to come to having that kind of relationship, although I know he is not for me, and he cannot give me what I need...I still have a lot of love for him, but its time to move on.. now I have fallen back upon the same guy whom I would date in between relationships...and although I know he is interested..he is also very gaurded from the way I had haddled things in the past..and i feel like he thinks, that if he opens up to me..yet again, I will play him (he will lose)....understandably so... but now, wanting to persue this a litte more...its hard to prove to him that I am willing to put "love" on the line, swallow my pride, and let myself be vulnerable... and at the same time I am affraid of taking that risk, or getting hurt.... also i think my x would do anything to get me back if he found out i was dating him..... so through this song... i see the multiplefeelings from each side...
I love this song... I feel like this explains my situation exactly.... I have had some serious relationships back to back over the course of 5 years, and ended each because I knew they were not right for me... in between these relationships I would date this one guy, but put him off because I was unsure as to what direction I was going and what I wanted to do with my life...I would just stop before anything got too serious..and ignore the situation entirely..... my past relationship was bitter sweet; and my x knows that I am the "closest" he is going to come to having that kind of relationship, although I know he is not for me, and he cannot give me what I need...I still have a lot of love for him, but its time to move on.. now I have fallen back upon the same guy whom I would date in between relationships...and although I know he is interested..he is also very gaurded from the way I had haddled things in the past..and i feel like he thinks, that if he opens up to me..yet again, I will play him (he will lose)....understandably so... but now, wanting to persue this a litte more...its hard to prove to him that I am willing to put "love" on the line, swallow my pride, and let myself be vulnerable... and at the same time I am affraid of taking that risk, or getting hurt.... also i think my x would do anything to get me back if he found out i was dating him..... so through this song... i see the multiplefeelings from each side...