To me, this song is about a guy confused on whether to keep the relationship he has with this girl or to end it. Just read over the second verse of the song and the answer is crystal clear. He is pretty much saying that he really hasn't paid attention to her probably due to the fact that he is not into her anymore and how he says "planning my escape". He isn't too sure what the right thing is to do and that is why he says "I'm scared what I'll find but it's the choice I have to make" in which he is simply saying is that he'll find out if it was the right decision or not to let her go.
To me, this song is about a guy confused on whether to keep the relationship he has with this girl or to end it. Just read over the second verse of the song and the answer is crystal clear. He is pretty much saying that he really hasn't paid attention to her probably due to the fact that he is not into her anymore and how he says "planning my escape". He isn't too sure what the right thing is to do and that is why he says "I'm scared what I'll find but it's the choice I have to make" in which he is simply saying is that he'll find out if it was the right decision or not to let her go.