To me it seems to be about the relationship between him and God.
first verse:
the relationship could be 'true'. but it is not so simple anymore.
so something is standing between him and God.
chorus
I think this thing is a addiction like drugs: tasting pills.
he does not want to do it and when he succeeds he is a hero,
but just for the day because he will do it again.
second verse:
He wants to leave the 'cloud' of the addiction, and wants to hear the voice of God to 'fill this void'.
The next two lines seem to be the voice of God asking if he really needs the thing he is addicted to since He is there now.
Bridge:
He thinks that people will not love him if he will come out,
And she is the addiction that will always remind him.
End:
He does not want to choose, but if he has to he will choose God above the addiction.
And he seems to know it will solve everything: 'this will all be over'.
Great song!
To me it seems to be about the relationship between him and God.
first verse: the relationship could be 'true'. but it is not so simple anymore. so something is standing between him and God.
chorus I think this thing is a addiction like drugs: tasting pills. he does not want to do it and when he succeeds he is a hero, but just for the day because he will do it again.
second verse: He wants to leave the 'cloud' of the addiction, and wants to hear the voice of God to 'fill this void'.
The next two lines seem to be the voice of God asking if he really needs the thing he is addicted to since He is there now.
Bridge: He thinks that people will not love him if he will come out, And she is the addiction that will always remind him.
End: He does not want to choose, but if he has to he will choose God above the addiction. And he seems to know it will solve everything: 'this will all be over'.