i think that when regina calls her, she calls as a friend to a friend-
checking up because she hadn't heard from let's say jenny (since she's singing the song), in a while. but jenny doesn't answer because it kind of seems like she's gone into hiding after realizing her one true love, doesn't love her back. - and she's only now realized it. or it could be about lost love, or broken love all implicated when regina says, "And P.S. I can't believe what he did." and at this point, nothing else will make her feel any better, or want to come back to life basically, because like she says, "I don't want anything else, I don't want anyone else," except for whoever it was that broke her heart. it's kind of like someone left her, or broke up with her abruptly, or told her they never loved her at all.. it could just be a friend... but the person who left her still is a part of her life, but she's trying to push him out because she knows he doesn't feel the same. and her delusions are better than reality. "And you say that I don't have this down," perhaps hinting that this person knows she isn't okay, but jenny wants them to believe she is, try and regain her pride... "I've been practicing out loud."
and when regina calls for the second time, it's like when she says, "I was hoping you could keep me company for the ride home, but it's okay if you're sleeping," she asks because it's not like she needs the company, but she realizes jenny does, but she knows jenny doesn't want her to think she needs someone, so she twists it to make it sound more appealing. and than when the second friend calls, it's just sounds like someone else checking up on her, and feeling awkward about it.
i feel like the entire song is just about someone left in shambles, trying to pretend they're strong. Doing all they can to convince themselves they'll be okay without this love, but also admitting to themselves they'll never get over it - whilst simultaneously pushing everyone else away.
i think that when regina calls her, she calls as a friend to a friend- checking up because she hadn't heard from let's say jenny (since she's singing the song), in a while. but jenny doesn't answer because it kind of seems like she's gone into hiding after realizing her one true love, doesn't love her back. - and she's only now realized it. or it could be about lost love, or broken love all implicated when regina says, "And P.S. I can't believe what he did." and at this point, nothing else will make her feel any better, or want to come back to life basically, because like she says, "I don't want anything else, I don't want anyone else," except for whoever it was that broke her heart. it's kind of like someone left her, or broke up with her abruptly, or told her they never loved her at all.. it could just be a friend... but the person who left her still is a part of her life, but she's trying to push him out because she knows he doesn't feel the same. and her delusions are better than reality. "And you say that I don't have this down," perhaps hinting that this person knows she isn't okay, but jenny wants them to believe she is, try and regain her pride... "I've been practicing out loud."
and when regina calls for the second time, it's like when she says, "I was hoping you could keep me company for the ride home, but it's okay if you're sleeping," she asks because it's not like she needs the company, but she realizes jenny does, but she knows jenny doesn't want her to think she needs someone, so she twists it to make it sound more appealing. and than when the second friend calls, it's just sounds like someone else checking up on her, and feeling awkward about it.
i feel like the entire song is just about someone left in shambles, trying to pretend they're strong. Doing all they can to convince themselves they'll be okay without this love, but also admitting to themselves they'll never get over it - whilst simultaneously pushing everyone else away.