This is all my interpretations, take it as you will... and I'll have to make a few corrections on these lyrics as well.
I'll swallow up all of you
Like a big bottle of big, big pills
You're the one that I should never take
--He's explaining where drugs are like love, that this love will be bad and he knows he shouldn't fall into this relationship
But I can't sleep until I devour you
I can't sleep until I devour you
--Now this I'm not sure devour could be used for sex, I can't sleep until i love you physically
You're a flower that's withering
I can't feel your thorns in my head
--He can tell everything is falling apart, the thorns can be simple enough as a tightly held hand. With it falling apart he feels her grasp weaking as like just going through the motions. Sort of like that awkward hug, I'm only doing it because its expected.
This is no impressionability
You're not crying, this is blood all over me
--Now this I really think it means that he knows what is going on will not form her, she won't cry for it but he knows it's tearing him apart inside.
And I'll love you, if you let me
And I'll love you, if you won't make me (stop)
--Simply said, I will love you with everything I have if you let me. I know it'll hurt me but I won't stop until you make me.
I used to hold your heart to neck
I know I'll miss you if I close my eyes
But this is loaded (if I open them)
I'll see you and I'll blow your heart to pieces
--I'm not sure what the neck metahore is like, maybe a reference to wearing a heart on your sleeve. With eyes closed you won't see them, almost trying to hide because of all that has happened if he sees her he will try to damage her emotionally hence blow your heart to pieces.
My pain's not ashamed to repeat itself
--I've fell in love before, I've been hurt but it will all happen again.. if you let it.
This is all my interpretations, take it as you will... and I'll have to make a few corrections on these lyrics as well.
I'll swallow up all of you Like a big bottle of big, big pills You're the one that I should never take --He's explaining where drugs are like love, that this love will be bad and he knows he shouldn't fall into this relationship
But I can't sleep until I devour you I can't sleep until I devour you --Now this I'm not sure devour could be used for sex, I can't sleep until i love you physically
You're a flower that's withering I can't feel your thorns in my head --He can tell everything is falling apart, the thorns can be simple enough as a tightly held hand. With it falling apart he feels her grasp weaking as like just going through the motions. Sort of like that awkward hug, I'm only doing it because its expected.
This is no impressionability You're not crying, this is blood all over me --Now this I really think it means that he knows what is going on will not form her, she won't cry for it but he knows it's tearing him apart inside.
And I'll love you, if you let me And I'll love you, if you won't make me (stop) --Simply said, I will love you with everything I have if you let me. I know it'll hurt me but I won't stop until you make me.
I used to hold your heart to neck I know I'll miss you if I close my eyes But this is loaded (if I open them) I'll see you and I'll blow your heart to pieces --I'm not sure what the neck metahore is like, maybe a reference to wearing a heart on your sleeve. With eyes closed you won't see them, almost trying to hide because of all that has happened if he sees her he will try to damage her emotionally hence blow your heart to pieces.
My pain's not ashamed to repeat itself --I've fell in love before, I've been hurt but it will all happen again.. if you let it.