I Hate Myself and Want to Die Lyrics

Lyric discussion by BradRat 

Cover art for I Hate Myself and Want to Die lyrics by Nirvana

Okay, in the second verse the lyric should be-

"Think about some capsules of horse pills"

The song really isn't about anything in particular. There are references to someone being sick. There's a quote from a "Deep Thoughts" skit from SNL. The chorus came from God knows where. And that's that.

Kurt threw lyrics together from various places and what fit together, he went with. Such is the case for the majority of Nirvana's songs. He said himself that there USUALLY is no meaning behind any of his songs. Although- some songs have deep, personal meaning. THIS song does not have any philosophical lesson to be learned.

Kurt was very sarcastic and had a deep fascination with biology. These overtones can be found throughout their entire catalogue.

Please people: enjoy his randomness and freedom. Don't overanalyze everything to the point that it becomes boring and childish. I don't think he would have wanted that.

Oh, to me this song is about three minutes long. Three minutes of great talent from all three musicians.

@BradRat To me this song has a very clear meaning. The first verse is a play on the sort of twee sentiment "I don't mind if you make me sick", here used to describe being trapped in a negative one-sided relationship and the cycle of self loathing that it causes, but while still keeping yourself somewhat removed from the actual pain.

She is sick in general - "has a runny nose", he is sick from the relationship - "broken egg" (dali, humpty dumpty?). He uses the metaphor of catching a cold off a lover to explain how he...