I think the line "loved him like a winter bird", is not the lack of love she feels for him but instead how strong her feelings are for him..how many birds do you see in the winter? something that brings joy in the cold and dead winter.. her love for him is special. I think she refers to the same lover in many of her songs. Someone she knows is always there but unattainable to her in the type of relationship she seeks. Something she finds out previously in their relationship together..."I know more than I knew before"...that one love you never get over, who annoying stays in your life making it hard to forget
I think the line "loved him like a winter bird", is not the lack of love she feels for him but instead how strong her feelings are for him..how many birds do you see in the winter? something that brings joy in the cold and dead winter.. her love for him is special. I think she refers to the same lover in many of her songs. Someone she knows is always there but unattainable to her in the type of relationship she seeks. Something she finds out previously in their relationship together..."I know more than I knew before"...that one love you never get over, who annoying stays in your life making it hard to forget