I think she's comparing "being gone" "pull the trigger" (committing suicide) to breaking up with him--disappearing from the relationship. Because she's saying "I would never pull the trigger" (break up with you) "but I've cried wolf a thousand times" (threatened to). He used to be perfect for her and she loves him, which is why she's waiting for him to change and "look her way again", but she's "running out of air" (getting tired of waiting). It just seems to make the most sense that way.
yup this makes sense too. i think its sort of a double meaning. The hating yourself for losing someone mixed with the threatning of leaving even though that's not really what you want but you'ld do it if the other person is not happy (if it doesn't work this is a reply to saint street)
yup this makes sense too. i think its sort of a double meaning. The hating yourself for losing someone mixed with the threatning of leaving even though that's not really what you want but you'ld do it if the other person is not happy (if it doesn't work this is a reply to saint street)
I think she's comparing "being gone" "pull the trigger" (committing suicide) to breaking up with him--disappearing from the relationship. Because she's saying "I would never pull the trigger" (break up with you) "but I've cried wolf a thousand times" (threatened to). He used to be perfect for her and she loves him, which is why she's waiting for him to change and "look her way again", but she's "running out of air" (getting tired of waiting). It just seems to make the most sense that way.
yup this makes sense too. i think its sort of a double meaning. The hating yourself for losing someone mixed with the threatning of leaving even though that's not really what you want but you'ld do it if the other person is not happy (if it doesn't work this is a reply to saint street)
yup this makes sense too. i think its sort of a double meaning. The hating yourself for losing someone mixed with the threatning of leaving even though that's not really what you want but you'ld do it if the other person is not happy (if it doesn't work this is a reply to saint street)
@saint_street the suicide part old make sense as in her HRC speech she said that at age 13 she was contemplating suicide
@saint_street the suicide part old make sense as in her HRC speech she said that at age 13 she was contemplating suicide