i wondered what "in disgrace of me" meant, and it led me to this interpretation of this song:
she admires/loves this guy regardless of the fact that he is self-distructive. he finds complete happiness in going against the grain, as seen in the lyrics "...creation
Which he has discovered
Uncovered a world
Of amazing sensations
His own little nation"
she seems to want him to be better, and be more accepted. yet at the same time she sees him as an angel and doesn't care that he's frowning or unhappy with his surroundings. she doesn't care because she knows the true happiness he is able to find by being independent of others' opinions. so he may think he's unhappy, but she views him as lucky in a way. get it? haha.
"in disgrace of me" still needs some work, but i would guess he is losing respect for her because either she wants to be like him, or she is still stuck in confining to others' views. im guessing the former - she wants to be like him - because she doesn't feel guilty and she's flying at the end.
and of course, a bit of self-relection went into this. i am in love with my friend who is so independent of opinions and so strong. but of course, he lets me see his weak side every now and then, and gets mad in a way when i tell him i would love to be like him haha.
i wondered what "in disgrace of me" meant, and it led me to this interpretation of this song:
she admires/loves this guy regardless of the fact that he is self-distructive. he finds complete happiness in going against the grain, as seen in the lyrics "...creation Which he has discovered Uncovered a world Of amazing sensations His own little nation"
she seems to want him to be better, and be more accepted. yet at the same time she sees him as an angel and doesn't care that he's frowning or unhappy with his surroundings. she doesn't care because she knows the true happiness he is able to find by being independent of others' opinions. so he may think he's unhappy, but she views him as lucky in a way. get it? haha.
"in disgrace of me" still needs some work, but i would guess he is losing respect for her because either she wants to be like him, or she is still stuck in confining to others' views. im guessing the former - she wants to be like him - because she doesn't feel guilty and she's flying at the end.
and of course, a bit of self-relection went into this. i am in love with my friend who is so independent of opinions and so strong. but of course, he lets me see his weak side every now and then, and gets mad in a way when i tell him i would love to be like him haha.