Stephan starts off talking about being horny and burned out in this girl's summertime bacchanalian
.......a bachanalian is a "drunken festivity", so they are drunk and having sex, then she walks away in the morning. stephan then says "it's always the fallen ones i think are always gonna save me" I don't see this at all as a girl on drugs, or a prostitute, or stephan wanting love from her- i see it as a girl who has really fallen for him, and stephan is taking advantage and using her. they hung out, he got her drunk, she has some type of love for him, and they had sex, then she walks away trying to make him think that it was nothing to her, as well.
"i wanna get off one time and not apologize, you gotta steal the time from a life that's passing by" --he wants to get off and not apologize because if he does get off then he feels so shitty because he knows he was using her, then he tries to justify using her by being all "well life is short, you just gotta live it to the fullest"
when she flexes her knees to abate the feeling, she's not trying to abate the sexual feeling, she's trying to abate the emotional feeling, or love, she feels for him
"she stares at him so madly
when he says "i was hoping you would be waiting there for me...." and etc, maybe he realized after time he did have some feelings for her but she moved on because she was tired of being used
annnnnnnnnd so on
she's got the nerve to say
she wants to fuck that boy so badly"---here stephan is talking in 3rd person; and maybe as like a flashback to before they had sex- she started at him madly and because they were drunk, she had the nerve to tell him she wants to fuck him
welllllllllll i see this entirely differently!
Stephan starts off talking about being horny and burned out in this girl's summertime bacchanalian .......a bachanalian is a "drunken festivity", so they are drunk and having sex, then she walks away in the morning. stephan then says "it's always the fallen ones i think are always gonna save me" I don't see this at all as a girl on drugs, or a prostitute, or stephan wanting love from her- i see it as a girl who has really fallen for him, and stephan is taking advantage and using her. they hung out, he got her drunk, she has some type of love for him, and they had sex, then she walks away trying to make him think that it was nothing to her, as well. "i wanna get off one time and not apologize, you gotta steal the time from a life that's passing by" --he wants to get off and not apologize because if he does get off then he feels so shitty because he knows he was using her, then he tries to justify using her by being all "well life is short, you just gotta live it to the fullest" when she flexes her knees to abate the feeling, she's not trying to abate the sexual feeling, she's trying to abate the emotional feeling, or love, she feels for him "she stares at him so madly when he says "i was hoping you would be waiting there for me...." and etc, maybe he realized after time he did have some feelings for her but she moved on because she was tired of being used
annnnnnnnnd so on she's got the nerve to say she wants to fuck that boy so badly"---here stephan is talking in 3rd person; and maybe as like a flashback to before they had sex- she started at him madly and because they were drunk, she had the nerve to tell him she wants to fuck him