This song has the same realist, autobiographical ring to it as "The Perfect Fit". I think that most of it is her putting together a bunch of vague statements to explain the way her mind works. In social psychology, it states that the two needs that people are concerned with are the need to be accurate and the need to feel good about themselves. Through this song, Amanda is trying to reconcile these two needs by taking what she's tried to imagine herself as and tearing it down to what she believes she actually is.
This song has the same realist, autobiographical ring to it as "The Perfect Fit". I think that most of it is her putting together a bunch of vague statements to explain the way her mind works. In social psychology, it states that the two needs that people are concerned with are the need to be accurate and the need to feel good about themselves. Through this song, Amanda is trying to reconcile these two needs by taking what she's tried to imagine herself as and tearing it down to what she believes she actually is.