what i think all of this songs sums up to is how this album made him feel. love is hell was more like ryan, he felt the album. the "girl he can't get out of his head" had songs written about her on the love is hell eps i'm guessing. the producers weren't digging it, so he sold out in a way. it made him feel like shit, and with this album, he felt like he was betraying her. so when he's playing rock n roll, he's not giving her the proper respect. he feels bad.
what i think all of this songs sums up to is how this album made him feel. love is hell was more like ryan, he felt the album. the "girl he can't get out of his head" had songs written about her on the love is hell eps i'm guessing. the producers weren't digging it, so he sold out in a way. it made him feel like shit, and with this album, he felt like he was betraying her. so when he's playing rock n roll, he's not giving her the proper respect. he feels bad.
that's probably way to deep, but just a thought