I think it is about a person who has never really felt real pain before but the person really wants to.
People believe that this person needs to be hurt to kick the person back into place since the person always hurts others and he/she needs to know how it feels like.
So this person is wondering what pain really is and so the person is just questioning it in his/her head.
I think it is about a person who has never really felt real pain before but the person really wants to. People believe that this person needs to be hurt to kick the person back into place since the person always hurts others and he/she needs to know how it feels like. So this person is wondering what pain really is and so the person is just questioning it in his/her head.