Cigarettes

I have never related to a song more in my life!! She just got out of a very dysfunctional relationship with a guy who didn't appreciate or respect her and, even though she knew it all along, she couldn't bring herself to get out of the relationship for a long time because she was so comfortable. So she just kept putting up with his "bullshit." She finally had enough and ended it and now she's alone and she obviously misses him and wonders if he misses her. She's hurting... but not nearly as much as she was when she was with him. So she's just gonna try to work through it and hope she find someone who truly appreciates her someday. :(:(