To me personally, I see it about sin. A specific sin that's really hard for you to give up. And you promised God so many times that you would stop doing it, but no matter what, you keep turning to it. "i hope it doesn't last
It's something i already chased, i already chased"
And everytime you do, you feel seperated from Him. You want to believe that He will keep giving you chances, that He's patient. "trying to believe that you're never gonna leave"
Still, you keep commiting this sin, and eventually you stop fearing God, because you got so used to Him giving you second chances.. "There's nothing left! The fear is gone"
To me personally, I see it about sin. A specific sin that's really hard for you to give up. And you promised God so many times that you would stop doing it, but no matter what, you keep turning to it. "i hope it doesn't last It's something i already chased, i already chased"
And everytime you do, you feel seperated from Him. You want to believe that He will keep giving you chances, that He's patient. "trying to believe that you're never gonna leave"
Still, you keep commiting this sin, and eventually you stop fearing God, because you got so used to Him giving you second chances.. "There's nothing left! The fear is gone"
That's my interpretation.