This part could be about someone who's been put through a lot for most of his life. He's gotten to the point where he doesn't care anymore because no matter how hard he tried to please or show his love for those around him or his girlfriend - he was let down or his actions were tossed aside. There's only so many tears you can cry before it drains the light from your eyes and there is only so much pain a soul can take before it starts to die inside. Soul=heart.
-"Disease eats inside, nothing left to hide" could be about the pain that is eating away at him, slowly killing him. The part about nothing left to hide could be that he's intentionally cut himself on the outside to show his pain on the inside.
"You're my mistake
And I know it's wrong
Don't let the truth be told
Scared of what you don't know
These secrets keeping us alive."
-He's admitting that he was wrong for ever trusting or caring about his girlfriend or anyone in general. There are secrets untold, everyone knows but doesn't do a thing about it.
"Break my chest in two
A shallow heart for you
Half a heart is all you see
Bleeding off dependency
Got nothing left to hide
As his black heart dies"
-Basically I think that he's saying look at what you've done to me you've sucked the love right out of me. And as he's pouring his soul out to them his heart can finally have some comfort even though it's scarred.
"I leave my heart to take
With blood shot eyes
Your heart will break
As this night fades again
So broken down I've lost again
I'm lost again"
-And just when he thinks things could be getting better he might either be let down again, so his will to care has faded/he's giving up completely.
That's just my interpretation of it. I'm no expert. A song can mean a million things to billions of people.
"You're my mistake And I know it's wrong Don't let the truth be told Scared of what you don't know These secrets keeping us alive."
-He's admitting that he was wrong for ever trusting or caring about his girlfriend or anyone in general. There are secrets untold, everyone knows but doesn't do a thing about it.
"Break my chest in two A shallow heart for you Half a heart is all you see Bleeding off dependency Got nothing left to hide As his black heart dies"
-Basically I think that he's saying look at what you've done to me you've sucked the love right out of me. And as he's pouring his soul out to them his heart can finally have some comfort even though it's scarred.
"I leave my heart to take With blood shot eyes Your heart will break As this night fades again So broken down I've lost again I'm lost again"
-And just when he thinks things could be getting better he might either be let down again, so his will to care has faded/he's giving up completely.
That's just my interpretation of it. I'm no expert. A song can mean a million things to billions of people.