I personally agree and disagree with parts of J's and Diabolic's ideas. I think the song is about how he regrets the things he did in the relationship he had with this person. "Sick of all the ways I try to change
To keep the promises we made all over again
Can't you see?
I'm gonna try to live again
" He regrets trying to change himself for somebody who didnt diserve him in the first place and she is draging him down by holding him to the promises he made to her.
I personally agree and disagree with parts of J's and Diabolic's ideas. I think the song is about how he regrets the things he did in the relationship he had with this person. "Sick of all the ways I try to change To keep the promises we made all over again Can't you see? I'm gonna try to live again " He regrets trying to change himself for somebody who didnt diserve him in the first place and she is draging him down by holding him to the promises he made to her.