Medicating

There's an error in the lyrics. They should say: 'I know I'd find a way' Instead of 'I know I'd finally'

I love this song though. I think he desperately wants something and he's saying he'd do anything and he knows what he did was wrong.

'Yes, I know what I've done and I regret it every day. If I could make things right, I know I'd find a way'