This song reminds me EXACTLY of me. My attitude, voice, everything would change when I was talking to different people. I sort of had a group of friends, but finally realized that they aren't like me, so I threw them away. I'm always trying to find myself, but when you have Major Depressive Disorder like I do, you can barely think, and so I'm just stuck. When he's saying "waste all your time with me, I know I'm a mess right now, but don't give up and leave, I'd wait it out for you", he's reminding me of how I only have one person who understands me, and sometimes my disorder makes me think that she doesn't care about me when she deeply does, and then I get moody and she just says she has to leave, but then we apologize to each other later, and she says she isn't gonna let me go. So I'm just waiting for the depression to go away, and when I get all moody, it scares me because I think that she might give up and leave.
This song reminds me EXACTLY of me. My attitude, voice, everything would change when I was talking to different people. I sort of had a group of friends, but finally realized that they aren't like me, so I threw them away. I'm always trying to find myself, but when you have Major Depressive Disorder like I do, you can barely think, and so I'm just stuck. When he's saying "waste all your time with me, I know I'm a mess right now, but don't give up and leave, I'd wait it out for you", he's reminding me of how I only have one person who understands me, and sometimes my disorder makes me think that she doesn't care about me when she deeply does, and then I get moody and she just says she has to leave, but then we apologize to each other later, and she says she isn't gonna let me go. So I'm just waiting for the depression to go away, and when I get all moody, it scares me because I think that she might give up and leave.