As much as it pains me to see it, I think you're right about the cutting. Even the "rain" strikes me as a blood analogy now.
And in that case, the chorus probably refers to him having a history of cutting and the ultimate realization that it could end badly which caused him to stop, even though the urges keep coming.
As much as it pains me to see it, I think you're right about the cutting. Even the "rain" strikes me as a blood analogy now.
And in that case, the chorus probably refers to him having a history of cutting and the ultimate realization that it could end badly which caused him to stop, even though the urges keep coming.