Anniversary of an Uninteresting Event

I think "no more gold lights for the queen earth" means that he will no longer see his girl in the candle light because she has left him. Somebody told me that Chino is single again. Is that true? I don't know. If so, I'm sure he'll find another. Anyway, I used to call my ex-fiance my earth because she meant the world to me. I would also call her my queen because ahe looked and felt like one. I think about her whenever I hear this song, I love the Deftones!!! Anyway, "...to keep you warm in your kingdoms" could mean that she would find comfort or warmth within her day-to-day situations or "kingdoms." "High on the waves that you made for us..." could mean that he is "high" or amazed to have been to have been part of a love affair. She probably used to do nice things for him to keep him happy, and when a woman keeps her man happy, the man will usually repond in the same manner. If they do these nice things for each othere over an over, their love will continue to live, hence "the waves you made for us." I believe that not all couples get to experience love. I believe that some couples get together for convieniance, sex, money, or maybe lust, and that only a few relationships are based on love. A cool way to explain the "waves" would be to think of brainwaves, pulse, etc. For example, whenever you are alone, there are very little "waves" traveling through your body. But when the person you love is standing right next to you, the "waves" should be moving throughout yor entire body. "But not since you left have the waves come..." could mean that nobody else can make him feel the way that she did. Nobody compares to her. I think that he says "the bar is dead..." to talk down the idea of going out. Bars are supposed to be a fun place, but believe me when I way that bars can be the shittyest place to be whenever you have a broken heart. I think that "the rockets rain is keeping you wet" is a freaky way of saying that a guys tool or "rocket" is cumming or rainning on her keeping her "wet." Gross. But, I also think he is aware that she is going to venture out and maybe sleep with other people, and this might bother him. It's kind of wierd to admit, but my ex began seeing some guy the same week that she left me, and I could totally see that she was interested in this guy. So all I could think about was when that f#king guy was going to sleep with my ex. I was going f#king crazy. My ex wasn't easy or anything, it's just that I knew that they were going to be involved and sooner or later that f#ker would impress my ex with his money and little rich boy ways. Money usually works on the girls, but F#k it. I live in happiness every now and then, but I can definetly say that not since my ex-fiance left have the waves come. Oh I've had more than my fair share of fun and excitement with the ladies, but I would definetly trade it all for another chance at love. Anyway, this song makes me think of my ex. AMR I miss you.