So you've seen I've gotten this far.
Please give me some place to hide.
I'm not trying to go there, so take me away.

Life sometimes pisses me off.
It's never a good trip for me
Every time I reach for love, it's taken away.

Night! So I play.
Give me a sign this is gay.
Give me some patience, so I pray.
It's time to die. Is that what I want?

There's nothing wrong wanting to be loved.
Is there something wrong with me?
For once in my life I'd like to be really set free.

Let me be me.

Night! So I play.
Give me a sign this is gay.
Give me some guidance, so I pray.
It's time to die. Is that what I want?

Take me away.
Taken away.
Take me away.
Taken... away.

Something I get, I got to get home
Run, run, run, run, run, run running home

Where is my home...

...suck my dick...

Night! So I play.
Give me a sign this is day.
Give me some patience, so I pray.
It's time to die. Is that what I want?

Night! So I play.
Give me a sign this is day.
Give me some guidance, so I pray.
It's time to die. Is that what I want?


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  • +4
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    i think this song has jonathans best singing

    ded0liftedon August 30, 2007   Link
  • +2
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    its a strange song....difficult or very abstract meaning...

    extract of an interview with jon:

    "Big black cock! That's what I call a jack and coke. Those little glasses they serve in Europe and everything. That's what I named it, big black cock. And that's another song about me dealing with the pressures of this album and how I, you know, I'm trying to kill myself, but you know? Do I really want to kill myself? Things I'm just questioning myself. Most of this is self-structured."

    mod7t9z730on May 10, 2002   Link
  • +2
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    It's on Follow the leader

    fade_out_againon July 19, 2005   Link
  • +2
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    This is off Follow the Leader...not Life is Peachy...just saying

    Jam_LIVES_ONon December 29, 2006   Link
  • +2
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    i love this song. i hope the next album will be better than SYOTOS....

    ~Izabel~on January 16, 2007   Link
  • +2
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    Rad Song =]

    CazaOhYeahon December 24, 2007   Link
  • 0
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    this is only my opinion but i think it has to do with being jealous of sexual stamina. That is not the "official" meaning or anything just what it means to me.

    BeTrUeToYoUrSeLf88on June 14, 2002   Link
  • 0
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    this song has a bunch of mixed emotions. love, hate, suicide, being fake, life in general. it's a song about life

    7Stringeron July 13, 2002   Link
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    this is by far one of my favorite korn songs, or one of my favorite songs period. i love this song because it basically defines my life. whenever i find love it is somehow taken away, people wont let me be the way i want to be, and some times i just cant get a fucking break. its a song i listen to when i feel alone and depressed and i can just let it all out.

    RAMMSTEINMANon July 18, 2002   Link
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    i know the true meaning, as the quote above states...but i see this song to be very wierd...its one of my favorites...it sounds good! but, it seems like he wants to kill himself but questions it, and wonders whether or not taking his life would be worth it. he says "Every time I reach for love, it's taken away." obviously this means that every time he tries to love someone (any kind of love, romance, family, friendship) soemhow they are taken from him. well, the band members still love him...his fans do...so i guess he knows this, but he is in so much pain that he feels this way even though its not true. oops...now im just rambling. hope it made some sense...

    kornchild70on June 11, 2003   Link

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