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Dad, dad, dad
Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead
Was I ever alive
Fucking makes you alive in one minute
Solstice
I am solstice filled with mercury
Filled with mercury
Liquid fucked
See right through your heart
See right through your heart
Fuck your heart
I am mercury liquid pure
Hot, alive, dead
Mucked fish eyes, doors
I was born alive
I'll fucking kill you
I'll beat your soft baby head with my own hand
Careful with that baby
Don't ever say the H word around him
Ashamed
I am ashamed of my name, say it
I hate the sound of your shit because it means no good
It means cheap, liar, smart ass piece of shit
Change it to raygun you fuck
Billy the Loon
Billy the Loon
I am Mars
I am Mars
Billy Addly, Addly, Addly
Your name causes shit
While I may be no expert on this reality there is no god but shame
God is hurt, god is cold
Try that once, god is dead
There is not another one
Battle
Cold heart radio
Feedback
The pain
Reoccuring messages of badness
Reoccuring living bad dreams at the vortex of lost souls
Wailing lost soouls of shame
We are in one hole
Like a cup of mercury phosphate, burrr (when you get cold)
Shuddering around
Taste my shit you wench
Lifting wailing lost souls who stand a chance
Hot, my eyes darkly gaze and wonder
Do not enter
Why, why, why
I was born whole
Fractured, divided, shattered into a billion fragments
A million piece puzzle
A million piece jigsaw puzzle with no this and no that
Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead
Was I ever alive
Fucking makes you alive in one minute
Solstice
I am solstice filled with mercury
Filled with mercury
Liquid fucked
See right through your heart
See right through your heart
Fuck your heart
I am mercury liquid pure
Hot, alive, dead
Mucked fish eyes, doors
I was born alive
I'll fucking kill you
I'll beat your soft baby head with my own hand
Careful with that baby
Don't ever say the H word around him
Ashamed
I am ashamed of my name, say it
I hate the sound of your shit because it means no good
It means cheap, liar, smart ass piece of shit
Change it to raygun you fuck
Billy the Loon
Billy the Loon
I am Mars
I am Mars
Billy Addly, Addly, Addly
Your name causes shit
While I may be no expert on this reality there is no god but shame
God is hurt, god is cold
Try that once, god is dead
There is not another one
Battle
Cold heart radio
Feedback
The pain
Reoccuring messages of badness
Reoccuring living bad dreams at the vortex of lost souls
Wailing lost soouls of shame
We are in one hole
Like a cup of mercury phosphate, burrr (when you get cold)
Shuddering around
Taste my shit you wench
Lifting wailing lost souls who stand a chance
Hot, my eyes darkly gaze and wonder
Do not enter
Why, why, why
I was born whole
Fractured, divided, shattered into a billion fragments
A million piece puzzle
A million piece jigsaw puzzle with no this and no that
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Why has no one commented? This is SUCH a cool song. May not be the easiest song to understand, but its rad all the same. I love the way some of the words are said especially "liquid fucked" I love it. This song rocks.
i love the distortion on his voice rather then him just speaking in monotone and being able to understand it...many meanings i'm sure. perhaps about life at the time and when life was and such and how it had all gone to shit. typically billy inspiration but i love it so.
I had no idea this song was so long, the way it was made it is obvious that it was made to trigger emotion with hidden meaning
I honestly never knew that this song had lyrics, it just sounds so spacey and cool. But once i saw the lyrics, it made sense.
when my parents were screaming and throwing pitchers across the kitchen at eachother i would listen to this song in my room so so loud and just cry. i feel very close with this song. for me it really symbolizes my alienism from my family.
@brittymachine Me to.
@brittymachine Me to.
This is so wonderfully random. I LOVE the line "Reoccuring living bad dreams at the vortex of lost souls". Great song to listen in repeat :D
Yeah, but what's the H word?!
I'm pretty sure that the H word is "hate".
I'm pretty sure that the H word is "hate".
This sounds a lot like poem written with the stream of consciousness method. Just a lot of random sentences that relate slightly with each other. Pretty funny topics that he addresses. Overall really sweet song.
I'm pretty sure that the H word is "hate".
this song makes me dizzy. in a good way.
This has got the be the scariest of all Smashing Pumpkins songs. I think it's a stream of consciousness stemming from the topic of Billy's dad (although I realize it doesn't necessarily need to be based on reality). The words about the name Billy also suggest this, since he and his dad share that name. The line "I was born whole" reminds me of the "cut their little child" line from Disarm, as if he's speaking of the division of time with his separated parents and how the experience fractured him, maybe made him less pure. That topic combined with the space transmission-y sound of this track gives me chills.