"The Alcohol Diary"

All for the sake of healing.
She went back on everything
She stood for
Fell apart to the
Acts that she abhors
A night of regrets
Finish a lie with "I love You"
What a heartless thing to do
In the hands of another

Who have you Become?
Stranger
I taste the poison on your lips
eating through me it kills
Slowly
Breaking
Down months of strength
And memories
We built together
So high, so strong
You single handedly destroyed everything we ever were
Everything we were to become

A false commitment.
I so strongly believed
Pretending you were someone you
Never were meant to be
You've gone to far
There Is no going back...
Declare your independence
I should've listened

I was warned of the pain you'd
Cause
I knew what you were capable of
Blame me.
Blame me for trying

Who have you become?
Stranger
I taste their poison on your lips
Fucking through me it kills
Slowly
Breaking
Down my dick of strength
And memories
We built together
So high, so strong
You single handedly destroyed everything we ever were
Everything we were to become


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    jesus i havent even heard the song just reading the lyrics that really hits home except i feel like the girl....

    yeahyouknowmeon June 18, 2002   Link

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