And now I wait my whole lifetime for you
And now I wait my whole lifetime for you

I ride the dirt, I ride the tide for you
I search the outside, search inside for you

To take back what you left me
I know I'll always burn to be
The one who seeks so I may find
And now I wait my whole lifetime

Outlaw of torn
Outlaw of torn
And I'm torn

So on I wait my whole lifetime for you
So on I wait my whole lifetime for you

The more I search, the more my need for you
The more I bless, the more I bleed for you

You make me smash the clock and feel
I'd rather die behind the wheel
Time was never on my side
So on I wait my whole lifetime

Outlaw of torn
Outlaw of torn
Outlaw of torn
And I'm torn

Hear me
And if I close my mind in fear
Please pry it open
See me
And if my face becomes sincere
Beware
Hold me
And when I start to come undone
Stitch me together
Save me
And when you see me strut
Remind me of what left this outlaw torn

Hear me
And if I close my mind in fear
Please pry it open
See me
And if my face becomes sincere
Beware
Hold me
And when I start to come undone
Stitch me together
Save me
And when you see me strut
Remind me of what left this outlaw torn


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The Outlaw Torn Lyrics as written by Lars Ulrich James Alan Hetfield

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    I think it may be about James' mother. He wrote Mama Said as a personal song which he was persuaded to put on the album. I think this one might be his 'album track' about his mother. In Mama Said he talks about needing her to love him and comfort him and now never being able to have that. I think the outlaw moniker here suggests the recklessness that drove him away from his mother and then the searching is his endless search for her love. If you have the S&M dvd, at "the more I bless", James folds his hands in prayer. I think he is symbolizing the idea that the closer he gets to a spiritual life, the more he is reminded of his mother's spirituality (which he believed had failed her - The God That Failed).

    I struggled a long time with the "smash the clock" line, but now I think I have it. It means he is angry at time for continuing on past this death and then the "i'd rather die behind the wheel" bit means he would rather have lived through that time with the person who died (his mother) than escaped it (by running off with the band). Sort of saying he would have rather struggled through rough years against his mother, secretly knowing her love than to have been free of the pain so early and never get that part of the relationship.

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