Hard to Do

It was hard to do
In fact it scared me half to death
If I wanted an apology
I'm glad I didn't hold my breath
Everywhere I looked I was stumbling and feeling stalled
And I wanted to be honest
And admit it was a little my fault
An open mind doesn't mean you have an open heart
And it feels just fine if you suspect if from the start
It's sometimes enough to say we lived to tell the tale
But test of time is a test that we will always fail
(Chorus)
Don't wait for me, honestly
I'll never be at apogee
Don't wait for me, honestly
I'll never be at apogee
Inside us all there's a whisper saying "Don't give in."
But a louder voice says "What are you thinking? Don't even begin."
I should tuck it away, maybe hide it on a dusty shelf
Sometimes it takes everything I've got just to face myself.
(Chorus)
Don't wait for me, honestly
I'll never be at apogee
Don't wait for me, honestly
I'll never be at apogee
I'm pitching for best glide
Power makes altitude rise
I'm pitching for best glide
Power makes altitude rise
I'm pitching for best glide
Power makes altitude rise
Don't wait for me, honestly
I'll never be at apogee.