Push

I never truly believed that I deserved you
Why would someone like you love someone like me?
I felt this self-destructive need to test you
To justify my insecurities
So I pushed and I pushed 'till you noticed me
Then I pushed and I pushed just to make you scream
Then I push and I push until I pushed you away
What I want is you to want me
What I need is you to need me
I swear I never meant to hurt you
All I want is you to want me
It's pretty hard for you to show affection
But I need love as much as I need air
You hate my desperate pleas for validation
But why should I have to beg for signs you care?
So I push and I push 'till you notice me
And I push and I push just to make you scream
Then I push and I push until I pushed you away
What I want is you to want me
All I need is you to need me
I swear I never meant to hurt you
All I want is you to want me
So I pushed 'till you noticed me
Then I pushed just to make you scream
Then I pushed until I pushed you away
What I want is you to want me
All I need is you to need me
I swear I never meant to hurt you
All I want is you to want me
All I want is you to want me
All I want is you to want me